This is me (I love)

May 05, 2006 12:47

I dont have perfect skin
I am not a physical adonis
I could stand to loose some Lbs
I love to spend time with people and connect
I love feeling like Im loved and appreciated (who doesnt)
I have flaws
I have a wonderful smile
I love people
and yet I care a lot about myself (sometimes too much)
I reap what I sew
I love all my children
I love American Idol
I love the Lord
I love to style people and put them in beautiful clothes that complement them and their personalities
Im working on me
Im growing
Im broke
This is me as I know myself today,
I am me, nothing more nothing less
I cannot be the most amazingly gorgeous guy,
I cannot be the major motion film actor (yet)
I am me thats all I can be

Who am I really?
heh reminds me of ZOOLANDER
What do I have a passion for?
Do I love who i see in the mirror?
Can I truly belive that soemone like "Mr Butterflies" or all the other beautiful gay mne in the world could want me,
Sure they can
In fact Im sure that one day HE will
not MR. Butterfiles, HIM
the one i wait for
The one Ive payed for,
The one I see in my dreams
the one who I will be able to love just right
The one who will laugh at me when i say something retarded
The one who will light up when I walk in a room
The only one who I will see in a crowded room

I want to love that one
I want to learn what it means to have a deeper love
Maybe it is Mr. butterflies
Maybe it isnt
But I know this, he is one who is passionate
he is one who is kind
He is one who wants me for me
in all my flaws...
through all my pains...
HE is the one who loves me and will never stop
He is the one is dedicated to me
He is the one...

To God I am the one,
To Him I am everything
Its funny how in a crowded room there are so many
and yet to him I am one
I am the world...

I want to recipricate the feelings I feel
thanks to that love...
I want to be loved...
But I want to love even more...
Its funny that none of this has been about them... But about me
I wonder why...
Do I require too much? do I desire to much?
Do I live in a fairy tale world that says I will have this one day?
Do I love as much as I want to be loved... I hope so
Will i recipricate that which I desire so?
I hope so...
I hope so...

This is who i am today,
Me as I know me
I dont know...
I love the Lord with all my heart...
I love American idol
I love All my children
I love kids
I love music
I love worship
And even more than that I love the Lord
I trust the Lord
thats what matters...

Will I ahve love one day
I have love now...
I will have a romance to be written in the stars, just wait...
I have love... and lots of it...
I give love and I want to gove more...
spiritual and physical...
Is he the one?
I dont know...
Is HE the one...
This I know to be true...
the Lord is my ONE
and one day he will let me share my life with another one...
And so I wait...
patiently on HIM
I want HIM...
I need hIm...
I am him...
t this world...

I love....
I live...
I laugh..
I long...
And I LOVE... above all else...
I LOVE
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