I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt.

[pacevirgin]

If only that were true. Lately it seems all I do is get hurt. And let down. Constantly. It's one thing after another. I guess I bring it on myself. I've also been doubting a lot of things in my life. Not a wise choice, leaving me alone with nothing to do. I always end up thinking. And when I think, it never ends up good. I've had my share of tears tonite. I guess it made me feel a little better. I've made sure not to include names in this entry so's not to make anyone mad. God knows the world would end.
I'm such a bitch.
Why the hell am I like that?
Wow, I've got more thinking to do than I realized.

Erica