Come sail away...

Jun 10, 2005 12:57

About 2 weeks ago, as most may know, William McMahon passed away. It was a really sad experience, seeing all of my middle and high school friends crying, and not being able to do a damn thing about it. I wanted so bad to run and grab them in my arms and tell them it would be okay. But that wasn't what they all needed. No one wants to hear the same cliche lines of "It'll be okay, he knows you loved him", or the ever popular "He's in a better place now". Though these all may be true, it doesn't soothe an aching heart. But how would I know. This was the first time someone close to me had died. With the exception of my great-grandmother... I felt horrible for crying. Me and William had been pretty close in 8th and 9th grade, but nowhere near as close as others had been with him. It was almost as if my tears were fake. Don't get me wrong, it hurts that he's gone, but my tears weren't justified. Anyways, I hope everyone is starting to come to terms with this. We all love William. And he loves us. No loveD, he's still here. He's just in our hearts now.

So Im the big 16 now. Sweet 16. Woo hoo. Im reaming with joy. In reality, on what should've been a "Sweet Sixteen", I got some pretty bad news. I can't broadcast it at the moment until it's confirmed, but put it this way, it's a life changing situation for me. And a few others.
But Im instructed to keep my stress levels low, so Im gonna do some unstressful things...

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Daniel is your soulmate.
You truly love Kendall.
You consider Sarah your true friend.
You know that Daniel is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Chelsea for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Kayla is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Brad is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that VJ is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that VJ changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Bethany is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Bethany has a hidden internet romance.

What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Your Birthdate: June 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways.

Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning.

You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches.

You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss.

This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Alright, Daniel just called my cell, so I'm gonna get off and talk to him. Maybe we'll go swim in the middle of this Tropical Depression...

Erica Lee
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