I havent updated in forever.
Well, I havent updated in forever.... But this is for you Kayla.. The days have drug on and on the past couple of weeks, I think its because Im sooooooooooooooo ready to be moved into our appartment and be with my best friend in the whole world. My fiance, I Love you with all of my heart Kayla.... The day is drawing near though only 2 more days. We will be moved into our own place god that sounds so awesome. We are getting a doggy and Im so excited about that too. It looks like we wont be able to get her for a couple of weeks which sucks because Im ready to get her now, but on the other hand its good because we can get moved in and get settled before we get her.... Work has been ok, same old same old... You know the usual over worked and under paid.... LOL... I feel like that sometimes but trust me Im not complaining I am sooooo happy to have my job and although I get frustrated at times all in all I like it and Im thankful to have it... I dont know lately I feel like I have been walking around in a fog Its been wierd....... I think its a number of things, stress from work partly but mainly being with out my sweetie.... Kayla you truly are my everything with out you Im useless... without you Im like a lock without a key. Without you Im like a hammer without a nail.. You are my everything and I love you with all of my heart and I cant wait to marry you.... Every minute with you is like being in heaven... and yeah every minute without you is like being in hell....Well I will TRY to make it a habit of updating regularly although a lot of times I forgett.... I love you sooooooooooooo much sweetie and I cant wait for these next 2 days to be up so I can be with you... You will never know how much you mean to me......