what if's
I was always in control of my life.
Despite the fact that I was never the type to make any concrete long-term plans because I was always afraid of the future, I still always got what I wanted when I wanted them. Everything would just fall into place instantaneously.
It would always work out for me. Whether it be academics, extra-curricular activities and even my relationships with people.
Unfortunately, Lady Luck seems to have abandoned and has never returned since.
Life then become so dark, so unpredictable, so uncertain. It's been like this for one year, and life still hasn't treated me any differently.
I was not made for this. I was not brought up to handle this.
How am I suppose to survive in this competitive dog-eat-dog world when I can't stand being looked at and treated as some lowly mutt.
How do I come out of this gracefully?
How do I prove all the others wrong?
Despite the fact that I was never the type to make any concrete long-term plans because I was always afraid of the future, I still always got what I wanted when I wanted them. Everything would just fall into place instantaneously.
It would always work out for me. Whether it be academics, extra-curricular activities and even my relationships with people.
Unfortunately, Lady Luck seems to have abandoned and has never returned since.
Life then become so dark, so unpredictable, so uncertain. It's been like this for one year, and life still hasn't treated me any differently.
I was not made for this. I was not brought up to handle this.
How am I suppose to survive in this competitive dog-eat-dog world when I can't stand being looked at and treated as some lowly mutt.
How do I come out of this gracefully?
How do I prove all the others wrong?