Oct 25, 2006 18:38
My midterm grades are awesome. Too bad I am the laziest fuck EVER and slacking off in everything. Still gonna fail piano.
I continually ache with nostalgia of varying degrees. I can't wrap my brain around the present so I keep getting lost in daydreams of the past. It's like, dude, I don't even know where I am any more. I feel exceedingly distant from my current life, and sometimes it's frustrating. Sometimes it's saddening. Mostly it serves an excuse to blow off my homework.
Six weeks of class left. I'm already that anxious that I have to have the mental countdown going. Sigh. Always so antsy and unsettled. I wish I knew why.