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i havent wrote in here in months. i dunno why, got lazy and never really have time. im not gonna start writing again, just this one entry.
times going by fast, too fast. summers almost over which sucks. i only went to the beach twice which sucks. i work alot which sucks. i dont ever get drunk which sucks. haha im just bitchin. but besides time going by to fast things are good, well for me at least. the rest of the school year was grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat. haha. senior trip -- bangin. mikes prom & prom weekend -- bangin. my prom -- bangin. graduation was real corney tho. but im so glad i graduated. but then again i miss school. esp the last year. i really didnt think about it then, but now i think about it and it was so much fun. so many friends, did whatever the fuck i wanted to b/c no one cares. skippin school for like a period and coming back haha playing uno everyday in math class, it was just fun. now i dont see or even talk to any of those people anymore and it definatly sucks. ive been working at the lake. making great money but spending it on absoutly nothing. i think ive made 1200 so far and ive only saved about $350 of it. the rest, all spent on stupid shit and i have nothing to show for it. sucks. at times i like work, at times i hate it. i hate a select few people there. and i love a select few, then some ppl are just like blah but i can tolerate them and have conversations with them. this will definatly be my last year for sure working there. i need to find a new job REALLY SOON. im gonna work until the spring time. then in spring im going to camden county. possibly going to become a teacher or a nurse. yes i kno, me, a teacher? crazy. hahah. so to my love life. im still with mikey<3333. its been a year now. i always wanted a long relationship. my feelings for him are so strong. and i look at the outcome in two ways. ill start with the bad one first... 1) we will be together for a while then eventually one day we'll break up and ill be totally heartbroken & depressed & never have a relationship. or the second one... 2) we'll be together forever and get married and have children. honestly i could really see the second one happening. i dunno if im thinking crazy or what. but were so close and we have such a good bond. even though me and mike have rough times we seem to always get by, as mad as we get at eachother, we get by. and when were happy, were SOOO HAPPY. smiles 24/7 always goofin around and wrestling. and just being us, and happy. and i love when things are good. usually we will be good for a while. then prolly for like a week we'll start arguing and bickering over retarted shit that totally could be avoided. then sometimes it stops there and things are good again. or sometimes we get into bigger fights which really sucks. the thing i hate most in my life is fighting with mike. i just hate hate hate it. it really bothers me. i have off sunday, im trying to tripp!!! will be bangin. summers been cool. its crazy that i wont be going back to school in septemeber. my 18th birthday is coming up, so excited. im gonna have a birthday bash.<3 october 1st, ill be 18. then october 2nd, mikey will be 19. so were def partying somewhere. 41 days until my birthday. next friday is mikeys brothers weddind, that should be fun. tomorrow i have to find an outfit for it, dye my hair and get my nails done. hair and nails are out of control. haha it happenes tho. alright. im out.
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times going by fast, too fast. summers almost over which sucks. i only went to the beach twice which sucks. i work alot which sucks. i dont ever get drunk which sucks. haha im just bitchin. but besides time going by to fast things are good, well for me at least. the rest of the school year was grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat. haha. senior trip -- bangin. mikes prom & prom weekend -- bangin. my prom -- bangin. graduation was real corney tho. but im so glad i graduated. but then again i miss school. esp the last year. i really didnt think about it then, but now i think about it and it was so much fun. so many friends, did whatever the fuck i wanted to b/c no one cares. skippin school for like a period and coming back haha playing uno everyday in math class, it was just fun. now i dont see or even talk to any of those people anymore and it definatly sucks. ive been working at the lake. making great money but spending it on absoutly nothing. i think ive made 1200 so far and ive only saved about $350 of it. the rest, all spent on stupid shit and i have nothing to show for it. sucks. at times i like work, at times i hate it. i hate a select few people there. and i love a select few, then some ppl are just like blah but i can tolerate them and have conversations with them. this will definatly be my last year for sure working there. i need to find a new job REALLY SOON. im gonna work until the spring time. then in spring im going to camden county. possibly going to become a teacher or a nurse. yes i kno, me, a teacher? crazy. hahah. so to my love life. im still with mikey<3333. its been a year now. i always wanted a long relationship. my feelings for him are so strong. and i look at the outcome in two ways. ill start with the bad one first... 1) we will be together for a while then eventually one day we'll break up and ill be totally heartbroken & depressed & never have a relationship. or the second one... 2) we'll be together forever and get married and have children. honestly i could really see the second one happening. i dunno if im thinking crazy or what. but were so close and we have such a good bond. even though me and mike have rough times we seem to always get by, as mad as we get at eachother, we get by. and when were happy, were SOOO HAPPY. smiles 24/7 always goofin around and wrestling. and just being us, and happy. and i love when things are good. usually we will be good for a while. then prolly for like a week we'll start arguing and bickering over retarted shit that totally could be avoided. then sometimes it stops there and things are good again. or sometimes we get into bigger fights which really sucks. the thing i hate most in my life is fighting with mike. i just hate hate hate it. it really bothers me. i have off sunday, im trying to tripp!!! will be bangin. summers been cool. its crazy that i wont be going back to school in septemeber. my 18th birthday is coming up, so excited. im gonna have a birthday bash.<3 october 1st, ill be 18. then october 2nd, mikey will be 19. so were def partying somewhere. 41 days until my birthday. next friday is mikeys brothers weddind, that should be fun. tomorrow i have to find an outfit for it, dye my hair and get my nails done. hair and nails are out of control. haha it happenes tho. alright. im out.
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