The title of this episode is how I felt after the show was over and how I'm still feeling now. :-(((
No future spoilers and let's keep it that way. :-)
I...I don't even know what to say. The ending has just broken me.
This episode was giving me Croatoan/The Magnificent Seven vibes. This episode was also a giant mindfuck. I was underwhelmed until I realized how brilliant the hallucinations were.
Oh Bobby, I hope your legs work again too. God better give you new legs (although for some reason I don't really think that will happen). You're no good like this although you are still equally badass. It might be ok, you could put spikes or skulls on your wheels or something.
I love that Castiel calls Sam instead of Dean. And it's difficult not to read into Cas's line about helping Dean, especially with the close-up of his face and the way he said "you". I don't hate slash on this show (the only fandom in which I'm like that; I mean I'm still waiting for Sylar/Mohinder, lol)but it can't be denied. I was expecting a makeout session right there. Anyways...I'm glad Castiel stood up for himself. He's risked everything and Dean was being a cock.
And Dean's amulet finally has a purpose! I can't believe he actually let it go but I loved the "I feel naked" line. It's odd that Bobby didn't think of it considering he's the one who gave it to Sam but he's clearly got other things on his mind. Good luck finding God, Cas. Although I find it hard to believe that God will actually do anything. He/She seems pretty hands off in the SPN universe.
Ellen's and Jo and Rufus are back!!
Sam...Sammy...I knew that demon blood thing was resolved too quick (and I'm so glad it wasn't). To see him staring at the blood like that, it was heartbreaking. I hate to think of what could've happened if Dean wouldn't have walked in. And even worse now that we know there were no demons in the town. (And I just realized that I noticed that the knife didn't make zappy sounds but I shrugged it off ::shame::) Also, Sam those guys looked nothing like teenagers unless they're on whatever diet it is that also made you a giant.
I knew something was off with Roger because I've seen that actor before and I thought "He makes a good bad guy and I bet he's a bad guy."(ETA:I just found out he's Esau from Lost, I didn't even recognize him. I'm loving all the Lost people on SPN.) LOL. I love his car and I also whistled in the beginning of episode when Dean saw the car. So we've seen the first of the four horsemen sooner than I thought we would.
I can't believe Sam actually pushed Dean. I can't believe that Dean actually stopped to think before running off to save Sam and then didn't save Sam (right away). :(
Sam and Dean actually separating...tragic. I still haven't gotten over this and it is now 1:41 AM. And the fact that Dean actually offered Sam the Impala, that is brotherly love. Although I am glad that Sam has finally admitted he's got a problem (not just the blood but his ego), that is the first step. But I am worried that he's going it alone. Hopefully this won't last too long; I give it two or three episodes tops (please!).