I know...I know...It's been awhile since I updated...
Ok, so I know it has been awhile since I updated this thing with something other than a quiz or misc things. So, this could potentially be long...Sorry....
Hmmm, what I have been upto.....
Well, I just got back from the Cabin. That was fun, but tiring! We went with some friends and their kids. Their kids are 5, 3 and 1....WOW! I never realized just how hard it can be. First trying to baby proof, then trying to make sure the little one doesn't call off of something and crack his head open. YIKES! I don't know if I am ready for parenthood now. After this weekend I have a lot of thinking to do. But all in all it was an okay time.
On to what I have been doing. Well, Tim got back last Sunday from the east coast. That is kind of why I haven't been updating. We have been busy... I am so happy to have him back. GAWD, I love him to death. Really, I do...yeah, sometimes he can piss me off, but so can everyone. But, I am sooo in love with him that it hurts sometimes. Our communication levels have grown so much in the last year. Actually since our seperation. It is funny sometimes to think that it took us getting a divorce to make us realize that we need to grow up and stop the mind games...know what I mean. But, I guess that is what it took. I am just happy that we are together. At this point the past is the past and I look forward to our future together.
My anxiety has gotten better since he came back. I don't feel like I am having a nervous breakdown all the time like I did. It comes on a little, but it is definitly bearable now.
Ummm, what else....
I almost quit/got fired from my job last week. That sucked. They just totally pissed me off. They change a policy that we had about clock in/outs. It used to be that you could have like 12 in a rolling 12 month period, well now they changed it to 6 and I have 7. They said anyone that was over it wouldn't affect them and that they would be zero'd out, but my weren't, so the other day I forgot to clock in apparently and I figured they were going to fire me, but they didn't so that is good. Then the quiting part....UGH!!!! I was soooo mad at them. I have been waiting to get on the First Responder Committee for a year and 3 months now. Weel, first there are usually never any opening and second there were 6 people on the waiting list before me....Well, a month ago I was talking to Janine (The Leader of the committee) and I told her about the reserves and what we do and the training that I have. Well, she bumped me up to the top of the list and then lst week they finally had an opening and she offered it too me. I said yes and then she talked to my Team Lead and he said no, that my numbers aren't good enough and I can't join! UGH!! WTFever!!! I seriously hate my job!!!
Which brings me to my next update.... I had a job interview on Thursday. I applied for two different jobs at Super America. One was for a cashier, which would have been a second job for me, and the other was for a district manager trainee. When I went in for the interview, I was unsure which one it was for, but it turned out it was for the cashier, I asked about the district manager and the guy said that they are looking for people with a college degree for that one, but as the interview progressed he said he would like to see me in management and asked if I would be interested in having my own store. He said the pay in considerably more that what I currently make, with a starting salary of 30,000/year plus monthly bonuses ranging from 500-3,000/month, which could make for a salary range of 36,000/yr to 66,000/yr....NOT BAD! 36,000 would be the minimum I would make... The monthly bonuses depend on the sales of the store, which in my eyes depends on the quality of a store you have and the quality of employees. Soooo, I told him yes, I am very interested and he is setting up and interview for me with his boss.....so, soon, I may not have to worry about my job anymore. GAWD, that would be awesome! I hope I get it!
Other than all of that, there is not a whole lot more going on right now....well, not more that I feel like posting on. I am sure more will come up....OH! BTW, today is POTENTIALLY my last day of smoking....I am going to give it a shot. WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES!!! wink wink!!
Ok, TTYL!
Hmmm, what I have been upto.....
Well, I just got back from the Cabin. That was fun, but tiring! We went with some friends and their kids. Their kids are 5, 3 and 1....WOW! I never realized just how hard it can be. First trying to baby proof, then trying to make sure the little one doesn't call off of something and crack his head open. YIKES! I don't know if I am ready for parenthood now. After this weekend I have a lot of thinking to do. But all in all it was an okay time.
On to what I have been doing. Well, Tim got back last Sunday from the east coast. That is kind of why I haven't been updating. We have been busy... I am so happy to have him back. GAWD, I love him to death. Really, I do...yeah, sometimes he can piss me off, but so can everyone. But, I am sooo in love with him that it hurts sometimes. Our communication levels have grown so much in the last year. Actually since our seperation. It is funny sometimes to think that it took us getting a divorce to make us realize that we need to grow up and stop the mind games...know what I mean. But, I guess that is what it took. I am just happy that we are together. At this point the past is the past and I look forward to our future together.
My anxiety has gotten better since he came back. I don't feel like I am having a nervous breakdown all the time like I did. It comes on a little, but it is definitly bearable now.
Ummm, what else....
I almost quit/got fired from my job last week. That sucked. They just totally pissed me off. They change a policy that we had about clock in/outs. It used to be that you could have like 12 in a rolling 12 month period, well now they changed it to 6 and I have 7. They said anyone that was over it wouldn't affect them and that they would be zero'd out, but my weren't, so the other day I forgot to clock in apparently and I figured they were going to fire me, but they didn't so that is good. Then the quiting part....UGH!!!! I was soooo mad at them. I have been waiting to get on the First Responder Committee for a year and 3 months now. Weel, first there are usually never any opening and second there were 6 people on the waiting list before me....Well, a month ago I was talking to Janine (The Leader of the committee) and I told her about the reserves and what we do and the training that I have. Well, she bumped me up to the top of the list and then lst week they finally had an opening and she offered it too me. I said yes and then she talked to my Team Lead and he said no, that my numbers aren't good enough and I can't join! UGH!! WTFever!!! I seriously hate my job!!!
Which brings me to my next update.... I had a job interview on Thursday. I applied for two different jobs at Super America. One was for a cashier, which would have been a second job for me, and the other was for a district manager trainee. When I went in for the interview, I was unsure which one it was for, but it turned out it was for the cashier, I asked about the district manager and the guy said that they are looking for people with a college degree for that one, but as the interview progressed he said he would like to see me in management and asked if I would be interested in having my own store. He said the pay in considerably more that what I currently make, with a starting salary of 30,000/year plus monthly bonuses ranging from 500-3,000/month, which could make for a salary range of 36,000/yr to 66,000/yr....NOT BAD! 36,000 would be the minimum I would make... The monthly bonuses depend on the sales of the store, which in my eyes depends on the quality of a store you have and the quality of employees. Soooo, I told him yes, I am very interested and he is setting up and interview for me with his boss.....so, soon, I may not have to worry about my job anymore. GAWD, that would be awesome! I hope I get it!
Other than all of that, there is not a whole lot more going on right now....well, not more that I feel like posting on. I am sure more will come up....OH! BTW, today is POTENTIALLY my last day of smoking....I am going to give it a shot. WE'LL SEE HOW THAT GOES!!! wink wink!!
Ok, TTYL!