Anti Salvadors and Anti Red Heads!

[p_supremacy]

Well hello everyone, yes indeed its been a while since i have made a passionate update about da life of Patrique, well here it is! Download the song i am listening to, because it applies to how i feel right now!

I recently found out that Ben letmeblowya has been doing some major shit talking. I also found out that my ex mindfear is a complete gutless loser...AND a

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Re: I GOT SHIT TO SAY!!!

[ruperthemoose]

what I define as dignity is what "Patrique" does not have. The common courtesy to think of others before himself. Some may call it "respect". Being a man, in my zero-balls opinion, is confronting your problems with the party you have problems with, not broadcasting personal conversations on a public forum. I can forgive you for many things but this man... this is just unforgivable. See, now you got someone I don't even really know involved. He doesn't even know who I am and already he hates me. I was never good at confrontations or arguments so I tried to avoid them. I know that is a fault of mine, and I do admit that. I confided in ben by bringing up problems I had with you and talking about it, just as you have done with the entire online comunity. As I predicted, you retaliated and did not admit to anything, but that is ok! I don't care! I really don't. The past is the past and even though I know you want to analize this break-up to it's full extent, and figure out all the little things that led to it's end, you are flogging a dead horse. There's nothing more to get out of this but more anger on both sides, and maybe some satisfacation of "coming out on top and being the best you have always tried to be" as you so put it. Like a war, there will be, whatever you tell yourself, no winners, only losers. And by continuing on the path that we're on now, the losing on both sides will hurt even more. I was depressed and felt bad about about myself in the relationship and that's why I left it. And that is why now, I have none of those feelings. I saw the signs and took action. I apreciate what you said Armando, in your response, and I agree with it all. I don't have the metaphorical balls to carry out arguments or confront issues head on in my personal life. I stand up for others in the real world all the time, but I can never seem to do it for myself so I hide behind computerized type. And that, obviously, is something I have to work on. A major flaw of mine. So that's what I have to say. That's it. If you feel like retaliating now, or if you have any questions for me, I will answer. But please, for all of our sakes, do not bring it up here. Email me in person, or if you must, call. My email is pigs8me@cs.com . I realize that by typing that I've probably opened myself up to many more people than just yourself. But for the love of god, DON'T DO THIS HERE. Let's work this out like civalized individuals, if it's not to late to do so.

Re: I GOT SHIT TO SAY!!!

[p_supremacy]

i tried and you still didnt say anything but i WOULD still like to speak with you..with out ben!

Re: I GOT SHIT TO SAY!!!

[ruperthemoose]

I will tell you whatever you need to know. Just be OPEN to information. Don't deny anything right away, think first. Or else we'll just keep going in circles like we have been for the last eight months. EMAIL ME!

Re: I GOT SHIT TO SAY!!!

[gradelatte]

now thats a fucking answer worth reading mr. "mindfear" goodjob!.