Jun 22, 2007 15:15
hello all...wel i never update this, so thought i would, cuz im always readin other ppls updates,an its about time i updated!
soo, its the summer, an already its a bit shite! i always think, if i think it will be shit it will be, an if i think it will be gd, then it will be gd...if ya get what i mean.. But like this year has really sucked so far like, an i cant see the summer makin it any better! actually like nothins bn goin gd 4 me at all this year, iv applied 4 loadsa jobs and havnt even had one interview, fucked things up big time wif ciaran, lost every bank card and form of id i hav, missed my english exam the other day, got myself in 2 some wierd situations, ppl hav been turnin on me 4 no aparent reason......umm ther was more, but i cant think at the min! but anyway lifes a bit shite atm.
didnt want this 2 turn in2 one big rant like...
i should take a more positive attitude 2life, like i used 2, i never used 2 let things get me down, so i shoud just get on wif things! i hope i get back in2 tech next year, cuz i can see them turnin round an bein like na, u dont do enough work. (which i dont) but still, i hope i do get back! and I NEED A JOB...wel i dont need one, i just want something tht i can write on a cv, an get some money! but im very picky bout places i apply for...but if worst comes 2 worst il be stuck in a call center all summer, thts my last resourt!
OHH AND IM GUNNA BE 20....in like 20 days, or sumfin like tht....but OMG..im sooo old!! i need 2 plan sumfin 2 do 4 my bday...any ideas?
well anyway, its friday, so scumbag 2nite ppl?? gona go hav a gd nite....*thinks positive thoughts* lol
shal hav 2 update this more often like.....cyas xx