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whoooaaa i had a horrible weekend. everything was fine on friday until i got home and had to deal with some biiiiiiig shit. im really not gonna get into it cuz theres too much to say. just know that it was really really bad... i WAS gonna go out but my mom decided that because i am so "disrespectful" i am not allowed to go out. i got my ass grounded for the whole weekend. the rest of friday night was REALLY messed up. my sister lost her checkbook and credit cards and the schools fucked up her transcripts and stuff...as if she doesnt have to deal with enough from my mom. saturday was just as bad. ignored my family the whole day and went away with my sister to get out of the house. and now im here making 16 line graphs for science. yeah i cant wait until thanksgiving break so then i can really spend some time with my family. OOOH and my mom is making me pass out turkeys to the homeless over break because i dont appreciate what i have...
but thats not a problem. i dont mind passing out stuff to the homeless so i think itll be kinda fun.
my mom can kiss my ass. and that i do not regret saying. she is there for me financially. she will take care of me and what i need to buy, what clothes i need, she will take me places....you all think thats cool? its not. its horrible. i would rather be dirt poor on the streets and have a mother who actually listens to me and accepts me for who i am besides a mom who is just there for 1/2 of me. shes never been there for me when things go wrong. i cannot confide in her because HER way of dealing with things is walking away from them. i have never had a conversation with my mom. and as for my dad. all he does is critisize, but at least he listens...thats all i ask for.
and dont u ppl get on my back for being pessimistic. theres a reason for it and u going after my feelings is getting personal. u dont kno half the shit i deal so dont say anything at all.
thanks to those of u that have been here for me!
i love yall no matter what!
hopefully this week will be good and everything will get better. ive learned a lot about myself this weekend.
send me some loooove!
♥ Sophia ♥
I watched Boyz N the Hood this weekend...watch it. its the best movie its soooooooooo sad.
but thats not a problem. i dont mind passing out stuff to the homeless so i think itll be kinda fun.
my mom can kiss my ass. and that i do not regret saying. she is there for me financially. she will take care of me and what i need to buy, what clothes i need, she will take me places....you all think thats cool? its not. its horrible. i would rather be dirt poor on the streets and have a mother who actually listens to me and accepts me for who i am besides a mom who is just there for 1/2 of me. shes never been there for me when things go wrong. i cannot confide in her because HER way of dealing with things is walking away from them. i have never had a conversation with my mom. and as for my dad. all he does is critisize, but at least he listens...thats all i ask for.
and dont u ppl get on my back for being pessimistic. theres a reason for it and u going after my feelings is getting personal. u dont kno half the shit i deal so dont say anything at all.
thanks to those of u that have been here for me!
i love yall no matter what!
hopefully this week will be good and everything will get better. ive learned a lot about myself this weekend.
send me some loooove!
♥ Sophia ♥
I watched Boyz N the Hood this weekend...watch it. its the best movie its soooooooooo sad.