so sleepy

Dec 28, 2004 12:48

ok so lastnight i was up late helping my sister move from lincoln to gadsden and we still didnt get everything moved so hopefully this weekend i will have my room painted and stuff and then we are going to do something with the spare room. i dunno what we probably wont get to that room this weekend i think i may go buy the paint thurs. or fri. i dunno yet.
i am trying to get an apointment in with this dietician early next week. he gives you a diet to go buy and some pills my mom went to him and she lost so much weight so i am going to go to him and she's gonna start going back. i told her we needed to go to the gym i would be embarressed to go there though i mean. buti must do something quick for health reasons i mean i went to a new doctor the other day and they weighed me and lets just say i was in shock see i had made it a point to stay away from a scale i havent been weighed in over a year until last week, so in order for me to go to this doctor i have to have written permission from a physician saying that i can take it b/c i'm 18 if i were 21 it wouldnt be a problem but hopefully i can get this done and go next week b/c i really want to go. i HAVE TO GO. i would like to lose a good bit of weight before my breast reduction anyways. yes i am stil planning on having that done. i just hope that i can take these pills. i mean they really help. summer told me to just go get some trimspa or something from wal-mart cause this doctors office is in roebuxk and you have to pay $100 a month to go and get the pills and and you have to go to the doctor once a month for a check up and weighed and stuff like that.
i have already talked to my supervisors about it and they said do what i have to do.
i told dana about it and she said well i guess i will be the only fat cow in the family now and i was just kind of taken back by that cause i mean i'm doing something for my health andsomething to make me happy with myself i'm tired of being like this so i am doing something about it. is that so wrong?
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