Sep 03, 2004 14:01
good job alyssa! how do I manage to get myself into these things? it was barely 9 am and both my parents are currently not speaking to me. the reason why, i probably know but am denying it. It all started yesterday when my dad picked me up from neo's house, Jr came with us, and since my room was in no shape to have me, let alone other people, sleep in it, my dad had to drive her home. All was somewhat well until me and "daddy dearest" were on our way home, then he just straight out yelled at me about how i am an ungrateful, selfish bitch who basks in other peoples pain and misfortune. After that he was silent, that was what brought me the most pain, yelling i can take, i get it all the time from many different people, but silence- he was torchuring me, i wanted to scream, to tell him off, do something, but the silence was agonizing.
My mom woke me up early today so i could get a "head start" on cleaning my room, when i didnt get up, she responded with taking off my bed sheets while i was still laying there, on the bed. Of course i got pissed and yelled at her, then she goes into her "i was only trying to help" speech, then goes on the computer telling my that the courses that i'm taking wont get me into the university i want to go to, so i bitched at her- about how she never listens to me, and how she always changes the subject, then she threw a hissy fit "if you dont want my help, fine then im not going to speak to you anymore" and now both my parents arent speaking to me, theyve insulted me and lowered my self esteem beyond humanly possible, and im grounded until "further notice" I'd say that this has been a pretty productive day