fuck
fuckfuckfuck, that pretty much covers it. as most of you probably know i got in school suspension, for cheeting on a spanish test today. ugh, this sucks so bad, that i don't even know how to explain anything. and i feel so guilty too. cause when i got off the bus today, my dad was waiting there to talk to me, and he gave me this lecture, then at the end, he said something along the lines of, "your mom and i had to choose which one of us would talk to you, we both decided that i would, because every time we would start talking about it your mom would start to cry, because she is so disappointed and shocked." and he just kept going and it made me feel worse and worse. so of course i was crying, and not only so my parents would see that i was sorry, but because i actually did feel bad and really was sorry. this just sucks! and my parents are upstairs deciding what my punishment should be, and they are thinking of making me do homework and sudy upstairs from now on where they can see me, and obviously i am grounded, and all the money i make from life guarding, i can't spend. fuck...i don't what else to say, so i will just leave you with fuck...