May 08, 2005 20:50
I miss her today. I don't take the time to do that alot.
She really did try and provide alot of pleasant memories for me and nathan... even though the bad ones were so unbearable. And I think that perspective is something wonderful.
Then again...I miss bieng simple, youthful, fragile, vulnerable, non judgemental, and easily amused. The young and the shallow ones have it easy.
I judge all of you. I see things and I have hidden thoughts about you... some I would say to you... some I wouldnt. I see the good and bad In everything and everyone and I just want to be naive again...
I might come to ATL this week... but then again money says probably not.
Yeah... I only have like 30 bucks for the next week.