They all know. How I was taken, how I gave up information. Jack tried to protect me. Is still trying to, taking all the blame for shit that isn't his fault. Ralphs been sticking pretty close. How did I get these two guys watching my six. I don't think I did anything so great to deserve it. Everyone else just keeps looking at me with that oh
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Hey. Sorry I was kind of upset earlier. I guess seeing Jack unconcious got to me. Thanks for calming me down.
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You don't have to apologize. You were upset, its understandable. And you're welcome.
*looks at her*
How's he doing?
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*smiles a little*
How are you?
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*taken aback*
I'm okay.
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*gestures to the hall*
I was going to take a walk if you want to join me. Snyder is handing out detentions. Figure I might as earn mine for loitering between classes.
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*laughs a little*
Sure a walk sounds good. Never would have thought that getting a detention would be something I ever looked forward to let alone think was the highlight of my day.
*starts walking down the hall with her*
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*turns down the hall, starts walking towards a row of rooms*
I'm sorry about what happened to you. Being taken was bad enough, but what they did to you? Got to admit, I want pay back on them for that. They had no right.
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*follows along with her. quiet for a few minutes*
Thank you, but again theres nothing for you to be sorry for. And no, he didn't have any right. But then, is it any different then me supplying his men with liquor and getting information out of them? Or..what I did yesterday?
Still I want a little payback myself. Gonna ask Jack to put me on the front lines at the meeting today.
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*nods her head*
I can understand that. I'm ready to get back into the fight too. Maybe you can vouch for me? Medically I mean.
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*looks at her*
How are you feeling. And be straight with me, cause if I clear you and you're not okay and something happens? I can't deal with the guilt of that. It's hard enough to look Captain Morgann in the eye these days. Letting his girlfriend get hurt wont help in that department.
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*nods her head*
I understand that. It's like when I got hurt, I kept retracing my steps and trying to figure out if there was a reason it was me. It's not though, for either of us. There will be casualties on both sides. We just have to keep fighting as hard as we can and hope that in the end, we're the ones left standing.
*says quietly*
They had to use magic because he couldn't break you without it. I'd say that means a lot.
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*nods* Yeah, thats about all we can do.
*bites lip* I held out as long as I could. They don't exactly train you for use of magic in basic training.
*looks off* I'm not..upset for myself. I upset for all the people who died or got hurt, because of of me. And I am upset about Captain Morgann. For saving my ass and then having to take the heat for it. It's not right.
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