2004 May 20 personal log

May 20, 2004 00:05

Gotta just not think about it all. Went to work today. made it through the shift and just kinda came back to my room. Thinking about having Jess pull some strings and get me a different room. Been picking up all the crap that was left around in the room. Threw it all out, cept the necklace. Don't know why I kept that. Understanding and compassionate Jess is ten time more disturbing than bitchy Jess. But she has been cool all things considered.

I'm thinking of getting out, going home or something or maybe just a transfer. Part of me thinks that that would be an easy way out the other part just wants to curl up somewhere and sleep for a long time. Don't know which part is gonna win. Maybe I can just arrange for some leave for a while.

*closes her eyes and see his face. feels the bite sinking into her neck. Hears the words he said. starts to cry*
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