2004 May 10 Personal Log
I thought going away this weekend would give me a chance to clear my head. To get this whole thing with Travelli out of my system. Heh, that worked about five minutes. Yeah it was great, no crappy food and got to sleep in a huge comfy bedalone. Just every time I closed my eyes I could see him and you know not any flowers and holding hands kind of visuals either. Purely visuals that I prefer not to discuss. There really wasn't a minute I was gone that I didnt want to go back and see if I could find him and.....But in the end I held out til yesterday afternoon. Kinda thought he would show up last night. I want to..see him.
Jess was kind of freakish at work today. I dont know whats up with her. A few weeks ago I could of asked her what was wrong, but know not so much. She just was all skittish and like jumping everytime the phone rang. She just looked at it like it was gonna bite or something. I stared answering it for her since she was having an obvious problem. Beats the hell out of me what her prob is. Other than my boss is a freak, work went pretty good, aside from watching the clock, waiting for it to be time for me to be off.
Now like a freaking teenager I am sitting her in my room, waiting for some guy, who may or may not show up. What the Hell is my problem?
Jess was kind of freakish at work today. I dont know whats up with her. A few weeks ago I could of asked her what was wrong, but know not so much. She just was all skittish and like jumping everytime the phone rang. She just looked at it like it was gonna bite or something. I stared answering it for her since she was having an obvious problem. Beats the hell out of me what her prob is. Other than my boss is a freak, work went pretty good, aside from watching the clock, waiting for it to be time for me to be off.
Now like a freaking teenager I am sitting her in my room, waiting for some guy, who may or may not show up. What the Hell is my problem?