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yesterday was soo boring. i woke up at 2:30 because i had stayed up til 2 o' clock but i was also extremely tired so i dont know how i stayed up so late. but after i woke up i was in a shitty mood. so yea it wasn't that great. and then around like 10 when i was supposed to be going to bed i just sat there scribbling sentences over and over on a peace of paper until you couldnt read it. and then i started crying. im sick of everyone always being "depressed" or "emo". i know alot of people that are just doing it for attention. meredith is the only one that is ever happy and i love hanging out with her but she goes to highland, so i can never see her. but yea. i finally tried going to sleep at 11 but i couldnt. i just layed in my bed. thinking about how much i want to move back home. i miss it soo much especially all of my friends. and i actually had a life there. ::ugh:: everytime i would try to sleep i would just keep thinking of home and at like 1:30 i finally woke up my mom and told her i couldnt sleep and that i wanted to move back to iowa. she layed down with me for a little bit and we talked. but i eventually fell asleep at 3:30. and she told me i didnt have to go to school.
no one take this personally. its not meant for anyone specific.
no one take this personally. its not meant for anyone specific.