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This contest seems to be dragging on FOREVER. Lat time, the top ten came pretty quickly. I don't know why, really. It's just another week. Maybe it's that Simon is irritating as ever, if not moreso. No sexual energy at all. Yes, we make it look that way but in reality I am just sick of him. I have become more cynical about the show in general. Last time, it was exciting, fun, new...now I just want to hurry up and get to the top ten. I want to start recording again soon too, that may be part of it. Or it may be that I can't wait to spend another day with Michael.
Whatever it is, I feel like I am in a rut.
And I've been sober since the show started.
Whatever it is, I feel like I am in a rut.
And I've been sober since the show started.