My Great Depression

[p_a_p_i]

Am I invisible, can no one
see?
The pain and loneliness crushing
me.

Is everyone deaf, why don't they
listen,
To my cries and pleas for some
attention.

Although I am surrounded with people
all around,
it seems as if I am blind and my
voice has no sound.
My world is getting smaller,
the walls are closing in,
The only thing that makes sense is
bringing my life to an end.

Will I escape this pain if I
turn my lights out?
I'm tired of being so incomplete.

Will I find comfort in death's cold
stony grasp.
There will I find peace that in life
I failed to have?

How dare you come here and say things
will be okay,
You were not here when she left me and
my sunshine turned grey.

Do you have the medicine to mend my
broken soul?
Can you erase the devastation or free
this depression that's in control?

The black hole in my life grows deeper,
from the depths with I cannot ascend,
I don't think I'll get over this I will
never love again.

The metal click and bang of my tech nine
seems to be calling me,
I guess it's time to lock the door, turn
off the lights, and answer my destiny