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WEll last night or early this morning however you want to call it, i was talking to someone pretty close to me for a long time and they sort of put things in perspective for me, about the things i have been going thru lately , and i think she wasr ight to be honest.it was my ex girlfriend and although we still talk from time to time its good now because we can still be friends and chill sometimes, she and i are much better friends now than we were when we were together , although she has a new man now and he is cool with us talking and what not, i wished her all the best because she deserves it , despite her fouls she is a good person, and i really really thank her for talking to me last night i was about to lose it and say fuck it to alot of things but she came thru and made it ok for now,anyway today things are looking up i am no longer in the midst of drama i dont talk to anyone that causes drama now so its all good right......we shall see lol, like i said before in a previous post change is good and it is much needed , i mean why beat myself up over and over and try and make people understand or believe what i say when they should know already, oh well its no longer my problem to bare im just going to be me from now on you dont like it well you can vacate like the rest of the people that have left my life , im sort of used to people leaving me so its cool thats why i dont talk to alot of people now because sooner or later you will find a reason and be gone too , so who cares im living for me from now on and if you people cant take it you know what to do, i dont need you if you in my way i will just roll right over you, because if you not with me your against me and i will not have you in my way being against me so if you think this applies to you well so be it im tired of trying to keep from hurting peoples feelings sparing your feelings when you dont give a shit about mine so from here on it you come to me stupid im going to give it back to you, i dont care who you are you give me shit im giving it back fuck you and your feelings mine get trammpled on enough so its payback now .with that said i got shit to do today so later.