What the hell am I doing?
Panda the fool!
Thats what I am..
Exams coming and I'm stil here blogging and ranting..
And I've been playing like mad all these while in a rate I could lost myself in the game world..
Once I've put on these earphone I can no longer hear anything besides whats being played on my laptop be it songs or game blasting away.
Not even the sound of message beeping from my handphone..
I've been letting this go on for quite sometime now..
This habit of mine..
I felt like I'm an ignorant idiot who couldn't even control my own bad habbit.
Because of this I felt that I've been negleting her everytime I'm stuck playing games.
She has been patiet with me all this while.
I can sense it..
But me being the stupid one.. couldn't even pull myself out of it.
She had a migraine just now after coming back from diving lessons.
She went back to her room to be greeted with loud noises from her roommate.
And she dropped me a last msg on my phone that she is coming by at my place for awhile
And you guessed it right..I missed that LAST message of all things...
She came into the house and caught me red handed playing games..
I can sense a big dissapointment coming from her as well.
>.>
well..
I dunno..
Bah!
I'm just a freaking hyprocrit!!
Juz when i was mentioning abt how my housemate being stucked to the game like a glue and now I'm doing it as well!
I'm really sorry dear..
I'm really really sorry..
Hope you'll forgive me.
Hope you had a good rest tonight and recover from that migraine of yours.
Panda signing out. (Now to study)
Thats what I am..
Exams coming and I'm stil here blogging and ranting..
And I've been playing like mad all these while in a rate I could lost myself in the game world..
Once I've put on these earphone I can no longer hear anything besides whats being played on my laptop be it songs or game blasting away.
Not even the sound of message beeping from my handphone..
I've been letting this go on for quite sometime now..
This habit of mine..
I felt like I'm an ignorant idiot who couldn't even control my own bad habbit.
Because of this I felt that I've been negleting her everytime I'm stuck playing games.
She has been patiet with me all this while.
I can sense it..
But me being the stupid one.. couldn't even pull myself out of it.
She had a migraine just now after coming back from diving lessons.
She went back to her room to be greeted with loud noises from her roommate.
And she dropped me a last msg on my phone that she is coming by at my place for awhile
And you guessed it right..I missed that LAST message of all things...
She came into the house and caught me red handed playing games..
I can sense a big dissapointment coming from her as well.
>.>
well..
I dunno..
Bah!
I'm just a freaking hyprocrit!!
Juz when i was mentioning abt how my housemate being stucked to the game like a glue and now I'm doing it as well!
I'm really sorry dear..
I'm really really sorry..
Hope you'll forgive me.
Hope you had a good rest tonight and recover from that migraine of yours.
Panda signing out. (Now to study)