Wasting time at work..
It's Saturday; A nice day out there and I'm stuck in here at work. I like being in Joel's arms. Aren't I allowed to? I like the affection he still gives me, despite whatever happened and our differences. He's still a friend I appreciate very much, nothing more. I admit I did once have feelings for him, but they've faded.
I have 5 days. Only 5 days to live as a 17 year old, that is. I wonder what it's like to be 18? Maybe I should ask Kim. She must know; her birthday was yesterday.
My hands are tired from writing. I wonder what Rosette is doing, what J-F and everyone else is doing. I could close my eyes and daydream but.. I could go on for hours and time would speed up, float by.. and I am starting work in 14 minutes. I will not start earlier because I don't feel like it. I don't know, I wish I were somewhere else..