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Apr 19, 2005 20:13

What's the point of having a journal if you never update it? So here goes.

Things aren't good. I don't sleep very well lately. I haven't for a while now, and I probably won't for awhile still. We're still unemployed, and we've ran out of money. I owe my cousin, T-Mobile, rent, the State of New York, etc...I don't know how I'm going to stretch it.

In other news, relationships seemed strained on all fronts. Whether its accusations, misinterpretations, or generally leaving me in the dark about important things, it's starting to wear on me. I'll live, though. Maybe as a hollowed out shell of a human being, but that's nothing new. We'll see how it goes. Maybe they're just playing mind games. Who knows?

My head has been pounding for two days now, without stopping. I don't anticipate it'll stop any time soon, either. I also have a bump in my gums under the chip in my tooth. It swelled a bit when the tooth got infected, so I'm hoping that's what it is now. Or, it could be mouth cancer. Maybe I should get it looked at...

Either way, I haven't eaten enough, and I'm feeling a bit weak, so I think it's time to lay down for a bit. The window is open, and fresh air should do me some good.

Until next time...

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