Death for Sleep
Have you ever had an instance where you thought too much? When the simplest observations slowly become a mind-eating, distracting virus? It sucks. I hate when I start thinking 'What If This Happens' or 'What If I Had Done That'. They freaking eat away at me. I think of so many things I want to say. I want to stick up for myself. I want to voice my opinion. I've only recently thought about why I keep so many secrets. Maybe it's because I don't want people to see who I really am. Winston observed once that I tell small pieces of what's bothering me to many different people, as if I don't want any one person to know me too well. I wonder why I do that?
Oh, well.
Ja ne, mina-san.
Oh, well.
Ja ne, mina-san.