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Well this is my last long livejournal entry of the school year and the last one for a long time cuz I hafta try really hard for the last like 10 days so I can get outta school with some good grades...
This last year has definitely been a learning experience for me...I know I've grown as a person adnd met a lot of new people..not everything's been good though...
I'm not gonna lie..I absolutely hated this year..sometimes I thought I should just give up with school, friends, etc, cuz I thought that if I had to try for something, it wasn't worth my time and effort..I realized that the things that are most important to you are the things that you work for and try to mantain them...soemtimes I felt like I had to approach people to get them to talk to me and I was forcing a friendship that wasn't wanted..but once I took a step back I realized that I didn't have to try so hard and it would come naturally, like many things..
So school's almost done...the homework, the crying over people and things that went wrong and not like you wanted...the extra effort just to get in the 70's...the sports every day after school from fall to spring..even though they took to much time and you just wanted to give up...it's all paid off..cuz I can definitely say I've changed..maybe it's not noticeable to soem fo yuo, but I have...I've stopped caring what people think about me and I started to act how I want to...and not to put on an act to get people to like me..it's not worth it if I have to be FAKE..like me or not I'm gonna be how I want..
I also learned you can lose something or someone who love unexpectedly..but you have to face life and not stop caring..and be there 4 others who need you..I've tried to be there 4 my friends all that I can..and I've stopped being so jealous of other people and starting fights..there's no point..every day is precious..live it one day at a time and stop wishing away the days
I stopped being obsessed with looks...no1s perfect..no1 will ever be..I can just be the ebst I am and that's all I care about...I learned to like the people who I couldn't stand..and fit into different crowds w...I learned to talk to different people about the things they like and not have to make people approach me
So in all..this year wasn't as bad as I first thought..things ahve definitely gotten better...and sumemr will be even better..beahc with the friends =) I can't wait
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