ThE DrEaM

[p1nkelefants]

drifting in and out of a dream-like state
everything seems blurry and twisted
i barely know what is real these days
fantasy mixes with reality
brings about new feelings
feelings of both fear and comfort
both belonging and lonliness
the monsters that claw their way into my mind
suddenly disappear in a puff of p1nk smoke
while te sun-lit beaches become sloudy with storm
although fear leaves, it so shall return
amorphous beings suddenly take shape
i can see you, and at first that is all
but other shapes slowly form
you're on the flo0r, holding something
i strain to make it out
and i find that it is myself
my body's bruised and broken, my wrists bleeding
but you still sit there, silently holding me
tears drip onto my limp body
with one last breath, i whisper "im sorrie"
and i barely hear your "i love you"
as your mouth trembles and your heart breaks
dying, i slowly fade away, back into the dream
and your silent screams wake me from this nightmare
i reach out in the dark only to find you re not there
and i shake as i fall helplessly into the dreamworld again