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love and lost:
i read this in megans pf. it is so obvoius that its about me:
u k w u r
i am sick and tired of ur petty games....i have pulled out of this scary world u put me into. i was depressed without u and i dont need that anymore... everything i like is wrong...if i like a song its "gingking" unless its linkin park wtf?! i am not dissing chester! omfg y cant i just have a life....maybe i dont neeed the healin lp provides anymore maybe i need something else! were not attached at the hip anymmore incase u havent noticed! i have a sense of self and for u to be so emotionally attatched to me is scary...u need to realize that u pulled away from me. i felt how u feel now.but i rationally talked to u instead of accusing me and i dont need u tryin to hurt me every chance u get bc its not workin! after u broke away....i was never the same, u hurt me but i got over it.... u need to get over this weird thing u got goin on bc its not healthy.... i blocked u out and i cannot forgive u for the things uve said no matter how hard ive been tryin.....i honestly have moved on with my life and i dont want any part of u anymore. somehow u have the idea that i emotionally hang onto u and come to u with solving my problem....how could u be in such denial? its insane. if u read the letters uve sent ot me im sure u would not say that IM clinging to YOU. y cant i have a fucking life? its like we were fuckin married. i dont need that kind of negative energy and i think u need to get over urself and move on bc i have a life now.its ur choice not to have friends...i refuse to be the only one u have ...i refuse to be ur savior...i refuse to be the one hu taught u not to trust bc i never did ANYTHING but be kind to u and u need to stop takin everything so literally and defensively....bc i can only do so much.....i do not appreciate u accusing me of so much shit and if u wanna be sad, fine! go ahead! but stop TRYIN to take me down with u .... i cant be ur counsiler....i can only help u so much. please stop....i have a life too and its bad enough without u tryin to degrade me all the time
i am officially dedicating the song "Don't Stay" to u!
cannot move on, no matter how hard i try
hole in my heart
i read this in megans pf. it is so obvoius that its about me:
u k w u r
i am sick and tired of ur petty games....i have pulled out of this scary world u put me into. i was depressed without u and i dont need that anymore... everything i like is wrong...if i like a song its "gingking" unless its linkin park wtf?! i am not dissing chester! omfg y cant i just have a life....maybe i dont neeed the healin lp provides anymore maybe i need something else! were not attached at the hip anymmore incase u havent noticed! i have a sense of self and for u to be so emotionally attatched to me is scary...u need to realize that u pulled away from me. i felt how u feel now.but i rationally talked to u instead of accusing me and i dont need u tryin to hurt me every chance u get bc its not workin! after u broke away....i was never the same, u hurt me but i got over it.... u need to get over this weird thing u got goin on bc its not healthy.... i blocked u out and i cannot forgive u for the things uve said no matter how hard ive been tryin.....i honestly have moved on with my life and i dont want any part of u anymore. somehow u have the idea that i emotionally hang onto u and come to u with solving my problem....how could u be in such denial? its insane. if u read the letters uve sent ot me im sure u would not say that IM clinging to YOU. y cant i have a fucking life? its like we were fuckin married. i dont need that kind of negative energy and i think u need to get over urself and move on bc i have a life now.its ur choice not to have friends...i refuse to be the only one u have ...i refuse to be ur savior...i refuse to be the one hu taught u not to trust bc i never did ANYTHING but be kind to u and u need to stop takin everything so literally and defensively....bc i can only do so much.....i do not appreciate u accusing me of so much shit and if u wanna be sad, fine! go ahead! but stop TRYIN to take me down with u .... i cant be ur counsiler....i can only help u so much. please stop....i have a life too and its bad enough without u tryin to degrade me all the time
i am officially dedicating the song "Don't Stay" to u!
cannot move on, no matter how hard i try
hole in my heart