Nov 30, 2005 12:21
Yeah only 25 days till Christmas,,,, i love christmas. I love celebrating it and the meaning of it, and i get to be with my boyfriend this christmas!! I'm sooooo excited i hate being away from him. I am learning to trust more in God, and not worry about what is going to happen to us in the future,, its all in God's timing and will! I love us together, and i love us serving GOd. I really enjoy doing devotions with him because it helps me to understand what i read better when i have someone to talk about it with. I cant wait till we dont have to do it over the phone. I really miss him!!!!
I feel like i may be coming to a turning point i guess in my faith... i really want to go after it with all my heart because i am leaving this year, and keeping a relationship with god alive while in the military is one of the hardest things to do. I need gain my strength and prepare myself for it,, there is no more time for childish fashions,,, i just think i am pretty much ready for the real world,,,, b/c its so much different than high school... and the military is so much more real than even like the college world,,,i mean especially with a possibilty of going to war.