Feb 14, 2005 21:59
i wish i could say today was great. i mean valentines day and all but i cant. looking back - it kinda sucked. and no this isnt about presents - firs toff, im soo happy with what i got and second, i dont care. its about something i learned today.
Here it is: sometimes you make people out in your mind to be amazing and perfect. you look past their imperfections - aand any imperfections that you do see, you imagine them away. i guess i did that with you. i mean, you were so perfect to me - in so many ways you still are- but i just cant look at you the same way and know that you didnt tell me about this.
im not going into specifics. i just learned today something im sure everyone will learn in time.
so happy valentines day. hope yours was better then mine..<'3
I'll end with not a random quote - but a quote from Brooke on One Tree Hill: "I thought I knew you, but I guess its easier to see what we want" Goodnight everyone.