just look back to the good times we had - i need you to know im still alive in you <3
..and here is the reason i hate snow. or here are a few reasons: 1. It never comes when it should - and always comes when you dont want it. Example- a few weeks back it was supposed to snow all week. Did it? Yes, but did it snow during the WEEK? Nope. Of course not. SO all of us kids stayed up a lil later thinking "hey 2 hr delay? or maybe no school!" no. didnt happen. instead it snowed on a SATURDAY AFTERNOON/NIGHT! Perfect.
Reason 2. Its wet and makes your shoes a mess if you have to walk in it.
Reason 3. It didnt know last night. IT didnt snow this morning. There was no early dismissal and therefore i had gym AND my double bio period. Fab-u-lus!
Reason 4. It is an inconvenience. Thats it. Nicholas - we're writing a letter about this too. : )
Anyway, now that my snow "lament" is finished...today was an okay day until after school. I mean, im not going to really go into it but the end result is that robbie was really mean. Tay, say what you want but this time it was bad. Like - he told me to "shut the fuck up" all because i tried to help h im remember what time his physical therapy was. And then he made me feel bad about needing a ride home -but he tol dme he could give me one. : ( Becca knows the deal here. I felt really bad. I love my babie, im just really mad at him right now. He said it himself - he had no right to be yelling at me and that i was just trying to help. I dont understand.. : ( whatever - whatever happens happens. I'm sure it will all be fine tomorrow. We usually dont fight for too long. : /
Well, i have to do biology hw and some global tonight. And taylor - sorry bout you getting punched out today by ms lee ; ) what an example - a lil blonde! has she no heart? hehe just kidding taylorine - i <3 you. well, ill give a random quote and a very odd revelation and then off to work. Here it is. First my revelation of the day.
it was in bio - when i had just finished my "coming out" (no im not alesbian, sorry guys ; )) about my live [journal] and letting the world know "hey, im a loser who takes down funny things people say and posts it online for my friends to read! Oh yeah and no im not 5 years old - im 14. FOoled you didnt i?" Its like - wow. ANyway, that wasn't my revelation. This is: That Ms. Lee isnt that bad - its the material taht she has to teach. I mean, dont get me wrong - she has her moments but i think i seriously misjudged her. Sure, she can be monotonous and kinda boring - but its not her thats boring..its the stuff she has to teach. i mean when you have to spend your time deciphering proteins w/ people at some college - yo umight get pretty cranky and bored too. Which probably will reflect in your work - leading to impossible quizzes and want of vengeace to the world that put you in the place you are in now. personally, i dont think she has it that bad. Anyway, the revelation continued when she was really nice to me at that "Outdoor Education" thing AKA separate you from all your friends and make it the most awkward day EVER. She knew i was unhappy with my group yet still tried to make it fun for me - i mean, she let me lead her in the rain through rocks, woods, branches, thorns, which under any other kid's control she could've easily been run into - and i dont mean by accident. i dont know - maybe theres more to ms. lee then any of us thought. i think we may have underestimated her. and dotn get me wrong - im not pro-bio teacher from hell - no way. i mjust saying - maybe she's more multi dimensional then we think to look at. oh synapse - that was deep ; ) props to whoever came up with that one.
Okay and the random quote: this is from October 20th, 2004 (october is the 10th month right?) from Paul, period 6 (English w/ Durkin): Paul: Well, its like the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, i mean obviously the lion isnt Jesus because Jesus wasn't furry but... Oh Paul, the tangents you go on. looking back on that day - no body ever understood how you went from relating Zoroff in the Most Dangerous Game to the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe to Jesus and his un-furryness, but hey- whateverhelps you sleep at night : )
Well - i'll writ emore later. <3 Ali