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it sucks to feel as though you don't know yourself, and then people think they know what you're up to, what you're doing, how you're doing..and why. i have this kind of nervous feeling in my throat (as if to say, you were about to give a speech to half of the united states) and i have no clue to why i feel this way.
my dads birthday was on saturday and he yelled at me and i don't even remember why now..but i was mad, and i cry when i'm mad, i never cry when i feel sad..cause i'm just like that. i thought it was so idiotic to yell at your kid on your birthday when they really didn't do anything wrong, my dad always wants me to be perfect, and i can't be perfect, and i don't want to be.
i need new friends, not that i don't like the ones i have but..it's just better to get out of the box you're stuck in, instead of letting it sink you down.
ps: wth is with this navigation thing not showing up??
my dads birthday was on saturday and he yelled at me and i don't even remember why now..but i was mad, and i cry when i'm mad, i never cry when i feel sad..cause i'm just like that. i thought it was so idiotic to yell at your kid on your birthday when they really didn't do anything wrong, my dad always wants me to be perfect, and i can't be perfect, and i don't want to be.
i need new friends, not that i don't like the ones i have but..it's just better to get out of the box you're stuck in, instead of letting it sink you down.
ps: wth is with this navigation thing not showing up??