blahhh day.
I hate this. I'm so burnt out and I can't quit anything.
Classes blow. Dance is exhausting me, not to mention the physical toll it's taking on my body already. Work is.... work. I do too much there but I don't want to drop anymore days, cause then there's no point to even working. I need a break and I need it now.
So far, my Jonathan is the only bright spot in my life. We just hit 8 months and he makes me feel so good, I love him to death. My girls are off at school and even when they're home I don't see them cause I'm always working! I don't have time for my home friends cause I'm too tired by the time I'm done with work to do anything. I usually just come home and pass out. I don't wanna see my mom cause she's the biggest pain in the ass bitch I fucking know and I do not like her.
My cactus died yesterday. :( Along with My Walterfishy. :(( Jon said he'd buy me a new one though which makes me happy.
Blah, I have to go to class and sleep in my car for a few hours.
Classes blow. Dance is exhausting me, not to mention the physical toll it's taking on my body already. Work is.... work. I do too much there but I don't want to drop anymore days, cause then there's no point to even working. I need a break and I need it now.
So far, my Jonathan is the only bright spot in my life. We just hit 8 months and he makes me feel so good, I love him to death. My girls are off at school and even when they're home I don't see them cause I'm always working! I don't have time for my home friends cause I'm too tired by the time I'm done with work to do anything. I usually just come home and pass out. I don't wanna see my mom cause she's the biggest pain in the ass bitch I fucking know and I do not like her.
My cactus died yesterday. :( Along with My Walterfishy. :(( Jon said he'd buy me a new one though which makes me happy.
Blah, I have to go to class and sleep in my car for a few hours.