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i'm afraid to sleep.
i've been having bad dreams the past few nights.
not typical scary dreams but unresolved issues that take a turn for the worst.
always making me feel terrible and hurt and confused.
i am a new person and i want to keep moving forward
but i'm always being dragged down by this.
an anchor.
i don't know whether i should ignore it and keep moving on, maybe it will disappear one day, maybe i will be free.
maybe i should handle it, maybe i should say everything i've been thinking.
maybe i don't have a choice.
i've been having bad dreams the past few nights.
not typical scary dreams but unresolved issues that take a turn for the worst.
always making me feel terrible and hurt and confused.
i am a new person and i want to keep moving forward
but i'm always being dragged down by this.
an anchor.
i don't know whether i should ignore it and keep moving on, maybe it will disappear one day, maybe i will be free.
maybe i should handle it, maybe i should say everything i've been thinking.
maybe i don't have a choice.