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i try not to be
often i pray not to be
sometimes i know i am not

but i really wish that this part of me wasn't scared.

sometimes things are going very well
i have a direction and purpose
i have a million people to talk to
and most of the time
i think they understand

but times like these
moments like this one
i am alone.

is loneliness the human condition?
i know it's not
i just wish i could feel that way.