empty
its always the same. tipical saturday. its so sensless. i dindt find someone from the lj, neither any reactions.
my "family" makes me just agressive and i freak out by their simply presence. i havent any respect for them.
tonight i ll make the same thing as usual, tv. but the seat is very unconfortable.
at work the bitch from the phonesex night called me on my moby, but i couldnt answer cause i was with a stupid client on the phone. i dont know what she wantet. she told me yesterday, as i was connected on the MSN for 5 minutes that she didnt very well and maybe got fever.
my room is still a mess, and there are a lot of other things to do but im just empty, to emmpty for doing anything.
a good friend from germany, my second home, wrote me a mail, how they missed me etc. i felt a bit nostalgic.....
tomorrow the smae shit like every sunday. at 5.30am i have to bring newspapers to the people, then i ll sleep. praing that it works.
last night i slept no good =(
monday i ll continue to check a college which accept my degree, i found one for theology. lets see.
tonight theres a dancing show on TV. the rest is just 2nd class movies.
ok dear diary, "a demain"
my "family" makes me just agressive and i freak out by their simply presence. i havent any respect for them.
tonight i ll make the same thing as usual, tv. but the seat is very unconfortable.
at work the bitch from the phonesex night called me on my moby, but i couldnt answer cause i was with a stupid client on the phone. i dont know what she wantet. she told me yesterday, as i was connected on the MSN for 5 minutes that she didnt very well and maybe got fever.
my room is still a mess, and there are a lot of other things to do but im just empty, to emmpty for doing anything.
a good friend from germany, my second home, wrote me a mail, how they missed me etc. i felt a bit nostalgic.....
tomorrow the smae shit like every sunday. at 5.30am i have to bring newspapers to the people, then i ll sleep. praing that it works.
last night i slept no good =(
monday i ll continue to check a college which accept my degree, i found one for theology. lets see.
tonight theres a dancing show on TV. the rest is just 2nd class movies.
ok dear diary, "a demain"