She keeps on asking do you think it hurts much to die?
In 666 ways I love you and my heaven's where ever you are.
I'm for you.
It's strange how that each relationship you get into makes you question the one before it. You love one person. Break up and find another, only to question if you were ever really in love with the first. It's a funny cycle to think about. How many people can you truly fall in love with in your lifetime? Everyone you date? Everyone you're with more than a year? If you fall in love, I would think you would have to have some sort of love between you no matter what else happens. Sometimes I think of how awesome things are with Andy and wonder if they will turn out just like the ones before. Or will it turn out that I'll be what Mark first introduced me as to his parents? Can't say that I wouldn't mind.
I always think in my head about things I want to change about me. Truth is, I guess I don't really want to. Richie said he wants to take me to his work and get me all dressed up. I've thought about changing things like that but I realize it's just not me. Tried to change my hair to what "other people" *only my family* wanted but it just doesn't work. I always end up buying the same type of clothes cuz it's just me. I've always thought guys wouldn't like it. I'm not a girly-girl and definately different from most girls. Even if they don't like it, which doesn't seem to be true, I do. I like being the girl that can hang out with all the guys. I like going to concerts and being in the pit, not caring that my hair is messed up and my makeup is smeared everywhere. I love it. I love being the girl that guys can tell anything to. Like when Albert or Corey can call me and tell me who they just had sex with and i'll say, "holy shit she's hot!" ;-) (Tacos, it was a little much when you told me you were poundin her pretty hard but I still loved it!) *sigh*
In you I see further.
Can it last forever?
Identify your patients, XY configurations
Words are lost in your eyes.
One thought inside my heart.
Drop addicts in the mixture, falcons have blown the fixture
Think of me as days pass us by.
Shards of glass
Skies of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you
In you I see further.
Can it last forever?
Sinkhole that we would frequent
White heels safe from extinction
Words are lost in your eyes.
One thought inside my heart.
I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do.
Strip away
Vanity
I do
Just as you
Consume me
I do
Broken smile
Starless sky
I do
Save it all
Say goodbye
You're out in left field, and lacking interest
You fight the boredom but it makes no difference
Your mental health kid, that's what's in question
Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing
The moment ideas are conceived,
They'll be out of touch, obsolete.
They're faking champions hand picked,
And all the fights have been fixed.
You wake to suffer through the day,
Trade a dream for the pay.
Well here's the fact I hope it sticks,
You're just alive out of habit
Shards of glass
Skies of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you
Strip away
Part of me
Just as you consume me
Broken smile
Starless sky
End it all
Say good-bye.
Think of me as I say good-bye.
I'm for you.
It's strange how that each relationship you get into makes you question the one before it. You love one person. Break up and find another, only to question if you were ever really in love with the first. It's a funny cycle to think about. How many people can you truly fall in love with in your lifetime? Everyone you date? Everyone you're with more than a year? If you fall in love, I would think you would have to have some sort of love between you no matter what else happens. Sometimes I think of how awesome things are with Andy and wonder if they will turn out just like the ones before. Or will it turn out that I'll be what Mark first introduced me as to his parents? Can't say that I wouldn't mind.
I always think in my head about things I want to change about me. Truth is, I guess I don't really want to. Richie said he wants to take me to his work and get me all dressed up. I've thought about changing things like that but I realize it's just not me. Tried to change my hair to what "other people" *only my family* wanted but it just doesn't work. I always end up buying the same type of clothes cuz it's just me. I've always thought guys wouldn't like it. I'm not a girly-girl and definately different from most girls. Even if they don't like it, which doesn't seem to be true, I do. I like being the girl that can hang out with all the guys. I like going to concerts and being in the pit, not caring that my hair is messed up and my makeup is smeared everywhere. I love it. I love being the girl that guys can tell anything to. Like when Albert or Corey can call me and tell me who they just had sex with and i'll say, "holy shit she's hot!" ;-) (Tacos, it was a little much when you told me you were poundin her pretty hard but I still loved it!) *sigh*
In you I see further.
Can it last forever?
Identify your patients, XY configurations
Words are lost in your eyes.
One thought inside my heart.
Drop addicts in the mixture, falcons have blown the fixture
Think of me as days pass us by.
Shards of glass
Skies of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you
In you I see further.
Can it last forever?
Sinkhole that we would frequent
White heels safe from extinction
Words are lost in your eyes.
One thought inside my heart.
I said that I don't need you, but I'm a liar, I swear I do, I do.
Strip away
Vanity
I do
Just as you
Consume me
I do
Broken smile
Starless sky
I do
Save it all
Say goodbye
You're out in left field, and lacking interest
You fight the boredom but it makes no difference
Your mental health kid, that's what's in question
Keep acting obscure, we'll keep them guessing
The moment ideas are conceived,
They'll be out of touch, obsolete.
They're faking champions hand picked,
And all the fights have been fixed.
You wake to suffer through the day,
Trade a dream for the pay.
Well here's the fact I hope it sticks,
You're just alive out of habit
Shards of glass
Skies of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you
Strip away
Part of me
Just as you consume me
Broken smile
Starless sky
End it all
Say good-bye.
Think of me as I say good-bye.