4th of july and stuff
so the fourth was a lot more fun then i thought it would be. That seems to be how all my holidays are now, my parents trys to make everything sound horrible just so that when it finaly happens, it seems so much better which in the end is releaving but can tramatize a person and cause ultimate depression at times. Anyways, i was supposed to work 3-8 which was why i was like damn... but then work called while i was fast asleep wanting me to come 10-3 instead so i took that gladely. Got home from work and my mom was all "rosie and michael arn't comming probably because blah blah blah and were going to have allll this food and your brothers going out too so nobody will be here to eat it" and im like wth so i had to call michael myself to get things straight which he WAS still comming and did. i swear them italian women( my mom/aunts) hear slight possibiltys of things happeing and spread all these faulty rumors that i have to finally set straight myself and its really annoing. anyways so they came, we ate..my brother even stayed. then around 8 my brother left, everyone started watching national treasure and im like screw this im not spending my fourth of july watching a movie so my dad took me to erikas and the fun began :) haha yeh so i gave her her bday/xmas present then we watched the fireworks from her apartment complex, then went to the Jacuzzi with erick and helen and it was getting SOOOOO HOT we were like being fried alive so then we got dressed and walked to Longs and got Amp and Adreneline Rush energy drinks. damn they were really good and i HATE red bull and monster but those were reallyy good and worked well too. higly recommend them. so after getting all hyper we walked to Trabuco and went up to wear the softball field is and blasted away a ton of my fireworks and it was simply awesome. then we started screaming random crap that would echo back at us it was really creepy i was like DIEEE!! and it echoed back all scary..you should try that sometime. then there was this creepy car in the parking lot and we were all high on energy drinks tripping ourselves out and begging for money outside ralphs at 1 am to buy gum then hopped the fence of mcdonalds play place and went on to the top and started making out. it was funnnnnnnnn. then we walked home around 2 am i thought maybe the cops would stop me sense it was the fourth at 2 am but i didnt even see one cop all night it was great fun fun funnnn then we walked back to her apartment and talked forever and finaly slept around 4 or something. (btw i was kidding about the making out thing haha) yeh
then today ortho/ went to the union place THEY SAID I HAD TO PAY 80 DOLLARS TO WITHDRAW FROM THE UNION (sense im qutting Ralphs) and im all F that and walked out, then went to the library where i rented the book Go Ask Alice and Def Leppard, Aerosmith, and Dave Matthews Band cds. Then i went to the movies with my mom and dad and saw War of the Worlds. that movie was awesomeeee. then i got hom and read half of Go Ask Alice. It's such a good book i don't know how i put it down i think every teenage girl should read it because its so crazy its a REAL diary totally true story (supposively) about some chicks crazy life with a normal family so it could happen to ANYONE. im gonna finesh it tommorow morning.
hmmm so people keep talking about "him" and wont let me just let him go because EVERYONE KEEPS BRINGING HIM BACK UP just let it be, he's gone and not comming back so stop talking about it, im over it so why wont you just get over it too.
also there is somebody out there that just dosnt get it. i don't like them like that i hate when guys don't get it through there heads. you can do anything u want but if the chick just donst like you for who you are GIVE IT UP because your just wasting your time and making them annoid. or atlast how it is in my case right now i just want to escape the whole situation and ignore it all and get lost in my book and movies.
i also decided i really like writing...im sure like 2 people maximum actually read this entire thing but i'm not writing it just for others this is for me. most people don't know but i have kept a personal journal sense 8th grade and i write in it pretty often. this thing just gives me a break from that, change is good. i think this summer if i get bored enough i want to write a short-story...i thought up the entire plot during church the other day but im allready forgetting it. maybe one day i'll print my personal journals. they get way more deep and personal then these and its really kind of interesting i think. well its almost 2:30 am and im reading more tell i fall asleep.
then today ortho/ went to the union place THEY SAID I HAD TO PAY 80 DOLLARS TO WITHDRAW FROM THE UNION (sense im qutting Ralphs) and im all F that and walked out, then went to the library where i rented the book Go Ask Alice and Def Leppard, Aerosmith, and Dave Matthews Band cds. Then i went to the movies with my mom and dad and saw War of the Worlds. that movie was awesomeeee. then i got hom and read half of Go Ask Alice. It's such a good book i don't know how i put it down i think every teenage girl should read it because its so crazy its a REAL diary totally true story (supposively) about some chicks crazy life with a normal family so it could happen to ANYONE. im gonna finesh it tommorow morning.
hmmm so people keep talking about "him" and wont let me just let him go because EVERYONE KEEPS BRINGING HIM BACK UP just let it be, he's gone and not comming back so stop talking about it, im over it so why wont you just get over it too.
also there is somebody out there that just dosnt get it. i don't like them like that i hate when guys don't get it through there heads. you can do anything u want but if the chick just donst like you for who you are GIVE IT UP because your just wasting your time and making them annoid. or atlast how it is in my case right now i just want to escape the whole situation and ignore it all and get lost in my book and movies.
i also decided i really like writing...im sure like 2 people maximum actually read this entire thing but i'm not writing it just for others this is for me. most people don't know but i have kept a personal journal sense 8th grade and i write in it pretty often. this thing just gives me a break from that, change is good. i think this summer if i get bored enough i want to write a short-story...i thought up the entire plot during church the other day but im allready forgetting it. maybe one day i'll print my personal journals. they get way more deep and personal then these and its really kind of interesting i think. well its almost 2:30 am and im reading more tell i fall asleep.