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I wish I was still naive. I wish I didn't know how alone I really am, and how alone I always have been. Atleast I know now that this is my life, and I need to deal with it. I cant trust anyone, nor can I expect anyone to care. Thats okay, I dont need anyone, in the end theres only me, and I guess thats all that really matters. I would still go back if I could, to a time when I didn't know, just so I could appreciate how perfect life seemed to be, I wouldn't have wasted so much time. Thats all it was. A waste of time.