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Hmm. I'm not sure why, but lately I've been having this underlying feeling of dread that won't go away. Normally when this happens, it's of course followed by something horrible. Let's hope that doesn't happen this time. =\ I've been noticing lately that it seems like anyone that really matters to me is either no longer a part of my life or is slowly disappearing. That doesn't include everyone, but still-a lot of them. It's also just hit me that my last lunch with my friends was on tuesday, which is also sad. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do this summer besides sit around and wait for the phone to ring. I don't know why I'm in such a mood lately. I couldn't sleep for crap last night so instead I stayed up and drew in my sketchbook for about an hour. And then I thought about how things are going downhill and I just don't want to admit it. But..on a brighter note, Sam came over yesterday and we had fun watching Office Space. No work today, which makes me happy. I really need a day to rest. Yeah.