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Prologue
1. Where did you take your default pic?
My bedroom
2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Jeans, a shirt, a coat, underwears, ect.
3. What is your current problem?
I don't want to go to criminology today because tests are boring
4. What makes you most happy?
Katie, Pumpkin, France
5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
I Still Remember by Bloc Party
6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
No, not yet
7. Do you like MTV?
Not really. Sometimes for like, Next and stuff
8. Name something that's really annoying to you:
jerks and creeps
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Chapter 1:
1. First name:
Gabrielle
2. Nickname(s):
Gaby, Gabs, Scrappy, Gabrelli, Crappysmell
3. My room...
is the same it was like 5 years ago
4. Eye color:
Blue, sometimes more gray I think
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Chapter 2:
1. Do you live with your parent(s)?
Uh huh
2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?
Yeah, I love them
3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
They're married
4. Do you have any Siblings?
Jesse and Mariah.
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Chapter 3:
Favorite..
1. Ice Cream:
Cookies and Cream
2. Season:
Summer
3.Color(s):
pink, green, silver
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Chapter 4:
Do You..
1. Write on your hand?
occassionally, like when I'm at work and don't have a piece of paper
2. Call people back?
Not usually, I hate caling people, it makes me really nervous
3. Believe in love:
I want to.
4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
The one closest to the door, 'cause the other side has stuff all over it
5. Have any bad habits?
chewing the skin around my nails. Gross
6. Any mental health issues?
social anxiety shittttt, but I'm going to say no anyways because I don't want that to count anymore.
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Chapter 5:
Have You...
1. Danced like a black girl?
Everyday, yes.
2. Sprained stuff?
I broke my wrist sledding once. And my arm on a playground.
5. Taken painkillers?
When I got my wisdom teeth out
6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling:
I fear the ocean a little
7. Been stung by a bee:
A lot when I was little, once recently, and no one believed me. But it really hurt, right between my eyes haha
8. Thrown up at the dentist's office:
Um, no.
9. Sworn in front of your parents?'
Only by accident.
10. Had a detention?
Once in 9th grade because Mr. Johnson was ridiculous.
11. Been sent to the principals office:
Nah
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Chapter 6:
Who/What was the last...
1. Movie you saw?
Oklahoma, I think
2. Person to text you?
Katie
3. Person you called?
Mum
4. Person to tickle you?
I haven't been tickled recently.
5. Thing you touched?
my purse
6. Thing you ate/drank?
water
7. Thing you said?
I haven't said anything since I woke up. Last night probably "Ooh shmumpykens you shouldn't go outside tonight, it's snowing!" But he went anyways. Brave soul.So, not much has been going on really. I still have class Monday-Friday, at eight, everyday, which sucks. Environmental Science, and lab, English Comp 2, Criminology, French 2. Nothing too interesting, I still have no clue what I want to do with my life.
Still working at Stop and Shop. We might go on strike tomorrow, though, which is kind of exciting. Apparently, they're going to negotiate for another 24 hours, and if the union and the company don't agree on a contract by then, we get to picket. If we do strike, it sucks 'cause I won't be able to work, and I'll probably have to stand outside with a sign, but I'm not gonna lie, I hope we do strike because that would be exciting.
So, when I went to France, I forgot my celexa, and my mom and dad sent it express, but it didn't get there until the day I was leaving. But, even without it, I was basically fine. I had one panic attack, but still... it was the hardest thing I've ever done I think, living in a new country, where everything is different, and not knowing anyone really... I was really proud of myself for that. And when I came home, I just kind of, stopped taking it altogether. It's been like a month, and I've felt fine. I think when I was sixteen, I didn't know how to handle myself, and I guess medication seemed like the only, or the easiest way out of feeling sad and anxious all the time. But now, I just feel better. I can't eliminate half of all human emotion, just so it's easer. I can't really experience happiness if I don't ever feel sad., you know?
And yeah, France. I miss it so bad, like more than I've ever missed anything or anyone. When I was gone, I missed Katie, and my family, but I knew that I would be seeing them again. But, I don't know if I'll ever get that experience again. All the friends I made, and the places I saw, are probably a part of my past. I mean, I hope they're not, but who knows. I remember everything about it, and even the wrost parts of the trip (panic attack, getting sick, ect.) were still amazing. I learned so much about myself, and the world. Everything just felt right there.
But yeah, I still love my life.
Dennis and Bethany, me, Emily, Allison in front of school
Allison, Madame, Emily, me after a picnic on the Rhone river
Emily, Allison and I on our last night :( (Emmett and Nikolaj in the background <3)
Me, Bethany, Emily
Dale, Emily, Me
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Nick, Bethany, Dennis, Mario, Manfred, Allison, me, Emily, Dale, Nikolaj, Lauren, Ashley, Ana?, Emmett, Eddie, Josue
Last night in France for me, Allison, and Emily :(