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i try so hard to do the right thing and i just dont know how you all can put up with me.....
i must be a really sucky friend!
why do i feel like this?
why di i screw everything up when its all soo good?
why do i hate myself so much?
im just soo fucking sick of myself i dont know if........................................?
why did everything have to go wrong
why do i think it ALL goes back to day one...................or mabey it was 9 mounths before that?
im sorry............
i never ment to hurt you
any of you
so i dont know why i did
i guess this is where it starts over.....................i try so hard to do the right thing and i fust dont know how you all put up whth me