Survey Time
What is your name?: Laura
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: p00hbear1121
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: my mom has always said if I would have been a boy I would have been a Kevin
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I have no idea…I like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: oh yes, I get “Macafee”, “McPee” all the time from new people and once got a letter to Laura McPhu
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yeah…
If not, do you want to be?: …
Birthdate:: 11/21/1984
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: depends where I am or who I am with
Age you wish you were:: somewhere between 21-25
Your height:: 5'8ish
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yup
Hair color:: brown with some red highlights I’ve been told
Happy with it?: yeah, never had the urge to change it…
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Lefty all the way
Your living arrangement:: at home for the summer, then off to an absolutely awesome apartment with Megan, Krystan, and Joe Nelson in the fall!!!
Your family:: Sue, Dave, Brian, and Sarah
Have any pets?: my crazy dog Keesha
Whats your job?: Senior Clerk at the Department of Children and Families a.k.a. scanning files to make a paperless workplace or the most tedious job ever but pays well…
Piercings?: just one in each ear
Tattoos?: never
Obsessions?: winnie the pooh, the color blue…
Addictions?: hexic! I will win the damn game some day!!!
Do you speak another language?: haha even after 6 years of french, nope
Have a favorite quote?: "Hell is the denial of love." - Octorio Paz, "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind." - Dr. Suess (Thanks Candace, it’s SO true, had to steal it ;o))
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to, but it doesn’t always work…
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time
Do you have any secrets?: only one person knows all my secrets…
Do you hate yourself?: nope
Do you like your handwriting?: yup I do
Do you have any bad habits?: doesn’t everyone? Of couse I do
What is the compliment you get from most people?: “you’re nice” or something to that effect
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i have no idea
What's your biggest fear?: failing, disappointing people I care about
Can you sing?: yeah right
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
Are you a loner?: lately I have been, but I prefer to do things in groups
What are your #1 priorities in life?: succeeding, becoming a happier person
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah, definately
Are you a daredevil?: nope
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear that I am a pushover and I hate that I have a tendency to be lazy and don’t always stand up for myself when I need to.
Are you passive or agressive?: definitely passive, but working on becoming a little more agressive
Do you have a journal?: yep even though I don’t update too often
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: honesty and willingness to help anyone in need, Weakness: allowing myself to be walked all over sometimes
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I’d like to be in better shape and more confident in my abilities.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah for the most part
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope, everything happens for a reason
Do you think life has been good so far?: yup
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Everything usually turns out okay and if they don’t it wasn’t meant to be.
What do you like the most about your body?: my smile, my eyes, and I’ve finally learned to love my hair :o)
And least?: my boobs, my stomach, my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t
Are you confident?: not really
What is the fictional character you are most like?: um…
Are you perceived wrongly?: I don’t think so…
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: yup
Pray?: nope
Go to church?: nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
Take walks in the rain?: only when I have to, but I love watching the rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?: only when I have to to be polite
Drive?: yup
Like to drive fast?: not too fast, but I do enjoy driving fast on the highway, just ask Krystan :o)
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: nope
Hurt yourself?: If I went a day without hurting myself in some way it would be a miracle.
Been out of the country?: yup
Eaten something that made other people sick?: nope
Been in love?: yup, very much in love
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: nope
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: nope
Played strip poker?: yup
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: definitely
Been on stage?: yup
Slept outdoors?: yup, once and a bear came to our campsite
Thought about suicide?: yes, some serious times this srping…
Pulled an all nighter?: nope, always got at least an hour of sleep
Gone one day without food?: yup, sometimes I forget to eat
Talked on the phone all night?: almost but not quite
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup, that’s when you have sex during the day ;o)
Slept all day?: nope
Killed someone?: nope
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: oh definately
Kissed the same sex?: yup, at least I think I have…I’m sure Kiara’s kissed me at least once…;o)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yes and it sucks
Had a dream that came true?: yup
Broken the law?: nope
Met a famous person?: Sat at the table next to OJ Simpson at Planet Hollywood, that’s the closest I’ve ever come.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes and I do regret it very much
Stolen anything?: nope
Been on radio/tv?: yup, public television in Kindergarden
Been in a mosh-pit?: nope
Had a nervous breakdown?: yup
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yup, varaitions of the same dream
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yup
Miracles?: not sure
Astrology?: um…not really, fun to read but to take much stock in them
Magic?: not sure
God?: jury’s still out on this one
Satan?: nope
Santa?: sure why not?
Ghosts?: not sure, I’ve heard some convincing stories, but not convinced yet
Luck?: not really
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yup
Witches?: nope
Easter bunny?: nope, easter bunny never made sense to me, why would a bunny leave eggs? Shouldn’t it be the easter chicken or something?
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes if both people are determined and truly love eachother
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yup, now just need to go find it
Do you wish on stars?: yup, whenver I’m outside to see them.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: nope
Do you think God has a gender?: I don’t even know if there is a
God…
Do you believe in organized religion?: most definitely no
Where do you think we go when we die?: the ground <-- I like that Ashley
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nope
Who is your best friend?: Teddy
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Teddy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: “Honesty is always the best policy.” - my mom
Your favorite inside joke?: Gropey and Monorail Kermitt!!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: using my ruler all the time and my perfectionism
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don’t talk on the phone much, but lately it’s been Teddy now that his phone works in Maine sometimes even though that isn’t very much either.
Who do you trust most?: Teddy definitely, I’d trust my life in his hands. Megan and Krystan are very close seconds.
Who listens to your problems?: Teddy, Megan, Krystan, Joe, Richard, and Rachel. Although Teddy gets stuck hearing about most of them, thanks for always being there to listen babe!
Who do you fight most with?: my sister
Who's the nicest?: Megan
Who's the most outgoing?: Krystan
Who's the best singer?: hmmm…
Who's on your shit-list?: don’t really have a shit-list
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yup
Who's your second family?: I feel that Teddy’s family has really welcomed me into their family. I know I immediately got scared when Teddy told me about the recent car accident just like if my own mom and sister had gotten hit.
Do you always feel understood?: most of the time
Who's the loudest friend?: Krystan
Do you trust others easily?: yup, sometimes to a fault
Who's house were you last at?: Bob’s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Teddy
Do your friends know you?: yup everyone gets the real me
Friend that lives farthest away:: Teddy in Maine of course
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: absolutely not!
What do you find romantic?: sitting on the beach at night just enjoying eachother’s company, notes out of the blue to show you care, any little surprise to show you were thinking about them
Turn-on?: the eyes, especially when looking back into mine, the ability to make me laugh, confidence but not to the point of being cocky
Turn-off?: being cocky, boring personality
First kiss?: Teddy
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yup definitely, personality is a big factor for me and you can’t know that without knowing them for awhile before dating
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it is.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yup
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some do
What is best about the opposite sex?: you can be totally normal and weird around them, making perverted jokes, but then go back to kissing them five seconds later great answer gotta keep that one :o)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they’re convinced they don’t understand women just hit the nail on the head yet again, go you Ashley!
What's the last present someone gave you?: the necklace Teddy gave me for Christmas
Are you in love?: yup
Do you consider your significant other hot?: don’t have one…
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: wtf !?
You wanted to kill?: figuratively, my sister but I would never go through with it of couse
That you laughed at?: Mark
That laughed at you?: Mark
That turned you on?: Teddy
You went shopping with?: my mom
That broke your heart?: Teddy
To disappoint you?: Teddy
To ask you out?: Teddy
To make you cry?: myself
To brighten up your day?: Mark
That you thought about?: Teddy
You saw a movie with?: my mom
You talked to on the phone?: Teddy
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Joe
You saw?: Mark
You lost?: Chrissy which sucks a whole lot but what can you do?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope it’s past my bedtime
Will it be with your significant other?: nope
Or some random person?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: Jeans and a light blue T-shirt, big surprise right?
Body part you're touching right now:: my hip
What are you worried about right now?: finishing all the scanning at work by the end of the month
What book are you reading?: nothing, waiting for R is for Ricochet by Sue Grafton, it’s been shipped!!!
What's on your mousepad?: no mousepad, I’m on my laptop
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: exhausted, thoughtful, anxious, sad, longing
Are you bored?: nope
Are you tired?: I was but I must have just gotten my second wind…
Are you talking to anyone online?: not anymore
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: more lonely than content
Are you listening to music?: nope, Conan!
Are you named after anyone?: nope
What's your screename?: p00hbear1121
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nope
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: my mom has always said if I would have been a boy I would have been a Kevin
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I have no idea…I like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: oh yes, I get “Macafee”, “McPee” all the time from new people and once got a letter to Laura McPhu
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope
Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yeah…
If not, do you want to be?: …
Birthdate:: 11/21/1984
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: depends where I am or who I am with
Age you wish you were:: somewhere between 21-25
Your height:: 5'8ish
Eye color:: blue
Happy with it?: yup
Hair color:: brown with some red highlights I’ve been told
Happy with it?: yeah, never had the urge to change it…
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Lefty all the way
Your living arrangement:: at home for the summer, then off to an absolutely awesome apartment with Megan, Krystan, and Joe Nelson in the fall!!!
Your family:: Sue, Dave, Brian, and Sarah
Have any pets?: my crazy dog Keesha
Whats your job?: Senior Clerk at the Department of Children and Families a.k.a. scanning files to make a paperless workplace or the most tedious job ever but pays well…
Piercings?: just one in each ear
Tattoos?: never
Obsessions?: winnie the pooh, the color blue…
Addictions?: hexic! I will win the damn game some day!!!
Do you speak another language?: haha even after 6 years of french, nope
Have a favorite quote?: "Hell is the denial of love." - Octorio Paz, "Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind." - Dr. Suess (Thanks Candace, it’s SO true, had to steal it ;o))
Do you have a webpage?: nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: I try to, but it doesn’t always work…
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: most of the time
Do you have any secrets?: only one person knows all my secrets…
Do you hate yourself?: nope
Do you like your handwriting?: yup I do
Do you have any bad habits?: doesn’t everyone? Of couse I do
What is the compliment you get from most people?: “you’re nice” or something to that effect
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: i have no idea
What's your biggest fear?: failing, disappointing people I care about
Can you sing?: yeah right
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
Are you a loner?: lately I have been, but I prefer to do things in groups
What are your #1 priorities in life?: succeeding, becoming a happier person
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yeah, definately
Are you a daredevil?: nope
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear that I am a pushover and I hate that I have a tendency to be lazy and don’t always stand up for myself when I need to.
Are you passive or agressive?: definitely passive, but working on becoming a little more agressive
Do you have a journal?: yep even though I don’t update too often
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: honesty and willingness to help anyone in need, Weakness: allowing myself to be walked all over sometimes
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I’d like to be in better shape and more confident in my abilities.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yeah for the most part
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: nope, everything happens for a reason
Do you think life has been good so far?: yup
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Everything usually turns out okay and if they don’t it wasn’t meant to be.
What do you like the most about your body?: my smile, my eyes, and I’ve finally learned to love my hair :o)
And least?: my boobs, my stomach, my legs
Do you think you are good looking?: sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t
Are you confident?: not really
What is the fictional character you are most like?: um…
Are you perceived wrongly?: I don’t think so…
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: yup
Pray?: nope
Go to church?: nope
Talk to strangers who IM you?: nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
Take walks in the rain?: only when I have to, but I love watching the rain
Talk to people even though you hate them?: only when I have to to be polite
Drive?: yup
Like to drive fast?: not too fast, but I do enjoy driving fast on the highway, just ask Krystan :o)
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: nope
Hurt yourself?: If I went a day without hurting myself in some way it would be a miracle.
Been out of the country?: yup
Eaten something that made other people sick?: nope
Been in love?: yup, very much in love
Done drugs?: nope
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: nope
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: nope
Played strip poker?: yup
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: nope
Been picked on?: definitely
Been on stage?: yup
Slept outdoors?: yup, once and a bear came to our campsite
Thought about suicide?: yes, some serious times this srping…
Pulled an all nighter?: nope, always got at least an hour of sleep
Gone one day without food?: yup, sometimes I forget to eat
Talked on the phone all night?: almost but not quite
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yup, that’s when you have sex during the day ;o)
Slept all day?: nope
Killed someone?: nope
Made out with a stranger?: nope
Had sex with a stranger?: nope
Thought you're going crazy?: oh definately
Kissed the same sex?: yup, at least I think I have…I’m sure Kiara’s kissed me at least once…;o)
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
Been betrayed?: yes and it sucks
Had a dream that came true?: yup
Broken the law?: nope
Met a famous person?: Sat at the table next to OJ Simpson at Planet Hollywood, that’s the closest I’ve ever come.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: nope
On purpose?: nope
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes and I do regret it very much
Stolen anything?: nope
Been on radio/tv?: yup, public television in Kindergarden
Been in a mosh-pit?: nope
Had a nervous breakdown?: yup
Bungee jumped?: nope
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yup, varaitions of the same dream
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: yup
Miracles?: not sure
Astrology?: um…not really, fun to read but to take much stock in them
Magic?: not sure
God?: jury’s still out on this one
Satan?: nope
Santa?: sure why not?
Ghosts?: not sure, I’ve heard some convincing stories, but not convinced yet
Luck?: not really
Love at first sight?: no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yup
Witches?: nope
Easter bunny?: nope, easter bunny never made sense to me, why would a bunny leave eggs? Shouldn’t it be the easter chicken or something?
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes if both people are determined and truly love eachother
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yup, now just need to go find it
Do you wish on stars?: yup, whenver I’m outside to see them.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: nope
Do you think God has a gender?: I don’t even know if there is a
God…
Do you believe in organized religion?: most definitely no
Where do you think we go when we die?: the ground <-- I like that Ashley
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nope
Who is your best friend?: Teddy
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Teddy
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: “Honesty is always the best policy.” - my mom
Your favorite inside joke?: Gropey and Monorail Kermitt!!!
Thing you're picked on most about?: using my ruler all the time and my perfectionism
Who are you on the phone with most?: I don’t talk on the phone much, but lately it’s been Teddy now that his phone works in Maine sometimes even though that isn’t very much either.
Who do you trust most?: Teddy definitely, I’d trust my life in his hands. Megan and Krystan are very close seconds.
Who listens to your problems?: Teddy, Megan, Krystan, Joe, Richard, and Rachel. Although Teddy gets stuck hearing about most of them, thanks for always being there to listen babe!
Who do you fight most with?: my sister
Who's the nicest?: Megan
Who's the most outgoing?: Krystan
Who's the best singer?: hmmm…
Who's on your shit-list?: don’t really have a shit-list
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: yup
Who's your second family?: I feel that Teddy’s family has really welcomed me into their family. I know I immediately got scared when Teddy told me about the recent car accident just like if my own mom and sister had gotten hit.
Do you always feel understood?: most of the time
Who's the loudest friend?: Krystan
Do you trust others easily?: yup, sometimes to a fault
Who's house were you last at?: Bob’s
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Teddy
Do your friends know you?: yup everyone gets the real me
Friend that lives farthest away:: Teddy in Maine of course
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: absolutely not!
What do you find romantic?: sitting on the beach at night just enjoying eachother’s company, notes out of the blue to show you care, any little surprise to show you were thinking about them
Turn-on?: the eyes, especially when looking back into mine, the ability to make me laugh, confidence but not to the point of being cocky
Turn-off?: being cocky, boring personality
First kiss?: Teddy
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: flattered
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yup definitely, personality is a big factor for me and you can’t know that without knowing them for awhile before dating
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: it is.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yup
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: some do
What is best about the opposite sex?: you can be totally normal and weird around them, making perverted jokes, but then go back to kissing them five seconds later great answer gotta keep that one :o)
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they’re convinced they don’t understand women just hit the nail on the head yet again, go you Ashley!
What's the last present someone gave you?: the necklace Teddy gave me for Christmas
Are you in love?: yup
Do you consider your significant other hot?: don’t have one…
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: wtf !?
You wanted to kill?: figuratively, my sister but I would never go through with it of couse
That you laughed at?: Mark
That laughed at you?: Mark
That turned you on?: Teddy
You went shopping with?: my mom
That broke your heart?: Teddy
To disappoint you?: Teddy
To ask you out?: Teddy
To make you cry?: myself
To brighten up your day?: Mark
That you thought about?: Teddy
You saw a movie with?: my mom
You talked to on the phone?: Teddy
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Joe
You saw?: Mark
You lost?: Chrissy which sucks a whole lot but what can you do?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nope it’s past my bedtime
Will it be with your significant other?: nope
Or some random person?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: Jeans and a light blue T-shirt, big surprise right?
Body part you're touching right now:: my hip
What are you worried about right now?: finishing all the scanning at work by the end of the month
What book are you reading?: nothing, waiting for R is for Ricochet by Sue Grafton, it’s been shipped!!!
What's on your mousepad?: no mousepad, I’m on my laptop
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: exhausted, thoughtful, anxious, sad, longing
Are you bored?: nope
Are you tired?: I was but I must have just gotten my second wind…
Are you talking to anyone online?: not anymore
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope
Are you lonely or content?: more lonely than content
Are you listening to music?: nope, Conan!