Vent...
Though I've been telling myself not to get my hopes up about this woman I met, I did a little bit. It's kinda hard not to... after all, it's been since years before my divorce that I've had a meaningful emotional connection with a woman, and that's just a hard thing not to be effected by. Now I am getting the feeling that she's just not what I've been waiting for these last several years, and it sucks pretty hard.
What's a beast got to do to find his rider, anyway?
Anyway, since I don't have a zillion people I don't know on here, this is the only place I could really post it without feeling like a sap. I'll live. Pretty sure I'm gonna call the whole thing off though. If I can't share the things that I love with a woman, or if I feel that I'll ultimatley end up feeling restricted by her, there's just no point in putting forth the effort and becoming emotionally invested in it... :(
What's a beast got to do to find his rider, anyway?
Anyway, since I don't have a zillion people I don't know on here, this is the only place I could really post it without feeling like a sap. I'll live. Pretty sure I'm gonna call the whole thing off though. If I can't share the things that I love with a woman, or if I feel that I'll ultimatley end up feeling restricted by her, there's just no point in putting forth the effort and becoming emotionally invested in it... :(