Haven't posted here in a thousand years but I don't have any other place private enough to say this.
Today would have been Ari's and my eighth anniversary. My heart hurts so much, I don't know what to do with myself.
But since there's nothing I can do, I'm going to sleep. And tomorrow I will get up and keep pretending I'm still alive like I have for the past nearly three years.
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