Jun 28, 2005 00:01
So. this is how I've been feeling lately. I want to be committed, but then I don't want to. I don't want to get hurt and I also don't want to be lonely. haha. Ms.Lonely. --Everyone has been able to find that 'someone' at there point in life right now.. but it just hasn't worked out for me. I don't wanna sound like a little baby.. bellyaching about stupid shit like this, but it really hit me. I was thinking, just maybe it's everyone else's turn to be happy right now. I got my chance in 7th grade and now its over, Ya know? I don't quite know. It's hard to feel satisfied with my life right now. Hey, it's summer.. I'm suppose to be having a good time, not having to worry about those guys and whatnot. Uhg, this is LAME. I feel like such a scene/emo shit head.