..UPDATE
i suppose i should start off saying this. happy new years(?).
i spent my new years in Barstow. gay family reunion shit. I
guess it was alright. Some cousins or should I say cousin has
a big mouth so by the time barstow was done, it sucked. Had
some fun parts to it though. Got to see my cousins that live
in San Diego. I never see then. Wow, I remember when they
were barely in high school. Now they're in college and live
in their own place. woo, times go by fast. anyways, new years
came, popped those poppers, opened presents from christmas,
chilled with the cousins. Felt weird. Felt awkward. Felt stupid.
Felt.. like I had to be someone I wasn't. I still wish I could have said so many things
I would have wanted to say too all of them. One thing I hate about these stupid family
shits is I can't be who I really am. Whatev's. Well, I called
my best friend to tell her happy new year but she wasn't there.
So I said I would call back, but I didn't I forgot and I was
asleep by that time. So, HAPPY NEW YEARS SARAH. I LOVE YOU.
BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS AND FOREVER. 6years, big woop. Seriously.
Oh yeah, I went to the outlet in barstow. awesome. Got shoes.
what niggah, what? Whos original now?
yupp, well, I'll go until I have something to update about.
----
annd, Mychael, I will always be there when you're happy and sad.
Don't worry about her. I know it was your first, but hey, theres
plenty out there who would want a beautiful mind, a
blessed and pleased soul like yours, and a hot sexy stud like you.
Don't forget my lovable hugs bud!
i spent my new years in Barstow. gay family reunion shit. I
guess it was alright. Some cousins or should I say cousin has
a big mouth so by the time barstow was done, it sucked. Had
some fun parts to it though. Got to see my cousins that live
in San Diego. I never see then. Wow, I remember when they
were barely in high school. Now they're in college and live
in their own place. woo, times go by fast. anyways, new years
came, popped those poppers, opened presents from christmas,
chilled with the cousins. Felt weird. Felt awkward. Felt stupid.
Felt.. like I had to be someone I wasn't. I still wish I could have said so many things
I would have wanted to say too all of them. One thing I hate about these stupid family
shits is I can't be who I really am. Whatev's. Well, I called
my best friend to tell her happy new year but she wasn't there.
So I said I would call back, but I didn't I forgot and I was
asleep by that time. So, HAPPY NEW YEARS SARAH. I LOVE YOU.
BEST FRIENDS ALWAYS AND FOREVER. 6years, big woop. Seriously.
Oh yeah, I went to the outlet in barstow. awesome. Got shoes.
what niggah, what? Whos original now?
yupp, well, I'll go until I have something to update about.
----
annd, Mychael, I will always be there when you're happy and sad.
Don't worry about her. I know it was your first, but hey, theres
plenty out there who would want a beautiful mind, a
blessed and pleased soul like yours, and a hot sexy stud like you.
Don't forget my lovable hugs bud!