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sometimes all you want is to be angry. This way all your emotion poors out and you remember the most memorable and cherished moments of your life. But...when anger cannot come to you, its the saddness of a movie that had reached into the emptiness of my soul and brought out the tears i have cried for years.
Sometimes you just wish you could have changed so many experiences and taken the opportunites in life that could have created a different experience. I wish i never had to experience all the types of pain i currently do. The pain i have tried to release from my own mind has stuck with me for these past 5 years, in addition to my unhealthy mind and horrible thoughts i have a totally new pain that has over come me in the past few weeks, but yet i can only feel it in certain times and situations.
life is to stressful and sometimes you just couldn't help but get emotionaly attached.
Sometimes you just wish you could have changed so many experiences and taken the opportunites in life that could have created a different experience. I wish i never had to experience all the types of pain i currently do. The pain i have tried to release from my own mind has stuck with me for these past 5 years, in addition to my unhealthy mind and horrible thoughts i have a totally new pain that has over come me in the past few weeks, but yet i can only feel it in certain times and situations.
life is to stressful and sometimes you just couldn't help but get emotionaly attached.